Sunday, May 28, 2006

X men 3 and stuffs

Quick update...

X-Men 3, basically sux, not for those who follow the comics or the cartoons. So terpesong the story. 3 characters died! Can you believe it? Including Xavier...darn darn...

Haih, many ppl were dissapointed.

Still worth the watch as it's follow up to X1 and X2.

I prefer Da Vinci or MI3 much more. really expecting something better.

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Stuffs, exams next next week, 5th and 7th June.

Haven't really started preparing. Gonna really push myself to study no matter wat!! Gambatte!

Okies. Gud luck ya all and have funz.

-out-

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Da Vinci

Here below are the 20 lies in the Da Vinci code:
(taken from: http://www.charismamag.com/display.php?id=12860)

20 Big Lies in the DaVinci Code
By James A. Beverley
Don’t be fooled. Here are just a few ways Dan Brown’s best-selling book twists and distorts the truth of the gospel.

In a little more than three years The Da Vinci Code has become the best-selling adult novel of all time. It has also become the subject of intense debate among Christians because of its radical claims that undermine basic Christianity.

Why all the fuss over a work of fiction? The answer lies on Page 1, where author Dan Brown asserts that "all descriptions of artwork, architecture, documents, and secret rituals in this novel are accurate."

In reality, the novel is a model of inaccuracy in almost every subject it addresses. Critics have noted its mistakes in mathematics, French geography and even the layout of the Louvre. More important, Brown's jarring claims about Jesus, the Bible, secret societies and ritual sex are based on shallow research, sloppy investigation and careless thought. However, given the novel's popularity and the staggering bravado in its tone, it is necessary for Christians to provide a critique of its central blunders. Here are 20 of them.

1.The Bible was invented by Roman Emperor Constantine in the fourth century.
The Da Vinci Code reports that "Constantine commissioned and financed a new Bible," one that left out the Gnostic texts and included the four traditional Gospels. In fact, Constantine had nothing to do with the making of the Christian canon. He is not even mentioned in the standard Cambridge History of the Bible. The traditional Gospels were recognized by virtually all Christians 150 years before Constantine.

2. The Dead Sea Scrolls and the Gnostic Gospels are the "earliest Christian records."
Not so. The Dead Sea Scrolls were discovered in 1947 and date from 250 B.C. to A.D. 100. However, these documents have virtually nothing to do with Christianity but with various Jewish groups, rituals and ideas before and during the time of Christ.

The Gnostic Gospels offer a twisted and heretical version of the Christian faith, but they didn't come into existence until about a century or more after the death of Christ.

The earliest Christian records are the writings of the New Testament.

3. The Gnostic Gospels present a positive view of the feminine.
The Gnostic texts are said to picture a human, sexualized Jesus who embraced the sacred feminine. Actually, the Jesus presented in the Gnostic material is often simply weird, and the underlying ideology tends to be radically anti-feminine. Consider this bizarre passage from the Gospel of Thomas: "Simon Peter said to them, 'Make Mary leave us, for females don't deserve life.' Jesus said, 'Look, I will guide her to make her male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you males. For every female who makes herself male will enter the kingdom of Heaven.'"

4. Early Christians did not believe Jesus was God's Son.
This is a bizarre claim, rooted in either willful ignorance or blindness to the obvious. After 2,000 years, people continue to debate whether Jesus is the Son of God. But what has never been subject to doubt is that early Christians confessed that Jesus is God's Son, as the following Scriptures indicate: "Simon Peter answered and said, 'You are the Christ, the Son of the living God'" (Matt. 16:16); "But when the fullness of the time had come, God sent forth His Son" (Gal. 4:4).

5. The Council of Nicea (A.D. 325) invented the divinity of Jesus.
Contrary to Brown's claim, the famous church council met to clarify the divinity of Jesus, not create it. There are thousands of references to the divinity of Jesus in Christian literature and archaeology before the Council at Nicea. This includes the hundreds of claims in the New Testament and the witness of early church leaders through the second and third centuries.

6. Jesus was really a pagan or a witch.
No standard reference works on witchcraft ever include Jesus as a witch or pagan. The novel attempts to argue that Jesus was a copycat figure of ancient pagan deities. This view depends on totally ignoring the Jewish context of the life and teaching of Jesus. If Jesus had been a pagan or a witch, this would have been noticed by the Jewish leaders who opposed Him.

7. Jesus was married to Mary Magdalene.
The novel claims that there are "countless references" to their union in ancient history and that the topic "has been explored ad nauseam by modern historians." First, there is nothing in the New Testament or other first century material about such a marriage. Second, there is no explicit mention of the alleged marriage in the Gnostic material of the second and third centuries. All we have in the Gnostic material is one reference to Mary as the "companion" of Jesus. That word, however, does not usually mean "spouse" or "wife."

8. Jesus and Mary had a child named Sarah.
The novel claims Mary was pregnant at the time of the death of Jesus. Joseph of Arimathea, her uncle, helped her move to France. There she gave birth to a girl she named Sarah. Mary and Sarah found refuge in the Jewish community in France. We are told that "countless scholars of that era chronicled Mary Magdalene's days in France." This is nothing but historical junk first made popular by the 1982 potboiler Holy Blood, Holy Grail. There are no ancient documents supporting any of these claims, and no scholars of that era chronicled these alleged events.

9. There was a smear campaign against Mary Magdalene in Catholic tradition.
To the contrary, Mary Magdalene receives positive attention in the Bible and in Catholic tradition. In fact, she is regarded as a saint, and her Feast Day is July 22. As a close disciple of Jesus, she was one of the first witnesses of His resurrection. The mistaken view that she was a prostitute did not arise until A.D. 591 when Pope Gregory I confused her with a prostitute mentioned in Luke 7:36-50.

10. A secret society named the Priory of Sion started in 1099 and has protected the bones of Mary Magdalene and documents about the bloodline of Jesus Christ.
This is one of the most significant blunders of The Da Vinci Code. The Priory of Sion was actually started in France on May 7, 1956, by a con artist named Pierre Plantard (1920-2000). The Priory was first a civic organization. In the 1960s Plantard created the mythology of a secret society led by figures such as Isaac Newton and Leonardo da Vinci.

11. Ancient documents about the Priory were discovered in the Bibliotheque Nationale in Paris in 1975.
The Da Vinci Code refers to these alleged parchments as Les Dossiers Secrets. These documents are not ancient but are actually forgeries done by Philippe de Chérisey (1925-1985), a co-conspirator with Plantard. They were not discovered by the French library in 1975 but were placed there by Plantard in 1967.

Both de Chérisey and Plantard admitted the hoax before their deaths. In fact, Plantard was forced to admit his fraud before Judge Thierry Jean-Pierre in a French court case in September 1993.

12. There are historical lists of the Grand Masters of the Priory of Sion.
Actually, when Plantard invented the Priory of Sion he copied most of his list of Grand Masters from lists of alleged leaders of other groups, such as the Ancient and Mystical Order Rosae Crucis, a secret society founded in America in 1915. Plantard also changed his list of Grand Masters as he adopted different conspiracy theories about his Priory of Sion.

13. The Holy Grail is not the cup used at the Last Supper but the bones of Mary Magdalene.
The novel states that "the quest for the Holy Grail is literally the quest to kneel before the bones of Mary Magdalene. A journey to pray at the feet of the outcast one, the lost sacred feminine."

The Holy Grail legends started about A.D. 1180 and continued through the 19th century. They never involved claims about the bones of Mary Magdalene. Isn't it amazing that no Priory of Sion member has ever given in to the temptation to reveal the location of the bones of Mary Magdalene?

14. The Knights Templar guarded the bones of Mary Magdalene and four huge chests of ancient documents about the bloodline of Jesus Christ and the French kings who descended from Him.
The Knights Templar is a religious military order founded in the early 12th century. Hugues de Payens, a French Knight, led eight comrades in the campaign to protect pilgrims to the Holy Land.

It has never been argued in the historical material about the Templars that they protected either Mary Magdalene or documents about French kings. These claims are the inventions of Pierre Plantard, who declared at one point that he was the descendant of Jesus and the proper heir to the French throne.

15. Leonardo da Vinci was once the Grand Master of the Priory of Sion.
The Priory started 437 years after the death of the great artist. Not one Leonardo da Vinci specialist in the entire world has supported the view that he once headed a pagan sex cult. James Beck of Columbia University calls this "total nonsense." Leonard da Vinci scholars have convened special conferences in order to debunk the novel's false claims about the famous artist.

16. Leonardo da Vinci placed Mary Magdalene next to Jesus in his famous painting The Last Supper.
In da Vinci's time everyone believed that this person was John, the beloved disciple. Renaissance art specialists have always noted that John was painted in a rather effeminate manner. The painting was not meant to reveal the identity of a woman but the tension created among the apostles after Jesus says to them, "'One of you will betray Me'" (Matt. 26:21). Of course, even if da Vinci put a woman next to Jesus in his painting, this would not tell us anything about the real Last Supper more than 14 centuries earlier.

17. The Catholic Church killed 5 million
women during the Witchcraft Inquisition. The women targeted as witches were freethinkers, scholars, priestesses, gypsies, nature lovers, mystics and midwives.

The novel radically misinterprets the nature and scope of the Inquisition. First, both men and women were targeted as witches. Second, the female victims were generally older and were not from any specific class or profession. Third, the deaths totaled no more than 100,000, counting both males and females. Most important, the Inquisition was rooted in the real belief that certain men and women actually worshiped Satan and performed diabolical acts of evil.

18. French President
Francois Mitterand ordered 666 panes of glass in the pyramid at the front entrance to the Louvre.

The novel adopts a false rumor that circulated in French society two decades ago. Mitterand did not order 666 panes of glass to be in the pyramid. In fact, the public relations office at the Louvre informed me that the pyramid actually has 673 panes of glass.

19. Early Jewish as well as Christian tradition involved sex ritualism in worship.
There is not a single hint in the entire Old Testament or in Jewish history that sex rites were part of temple worship. Jewish males did not engage in sex with priestesses in the temple. The word "priestess" is not even used in the Old Testament.

In the novel Jesus and Mary Magdalene are pictured as the ideal participants in an early Christian sex ritual. This wild claim has no basis in history, either in terms of early Christian tradition or even in reference to Gnostic documents.

20. True worship involves sex ritualism.
The Da Vinci Code states that "historically, intercourse was the act through which male and female experienced God" and that "by communing with woman … man could achieve a climactic instant when his mind went totally blank and he could see God."

The Da Vinci Code will bring great harm to every innocent religious seeker who follows its endorsement of sex ritual as the path to God. Brown is surely bluffing in his rhetoric about sex in worship. It is impossible to imagine that he really believes his own novel's ideology.

Would he be willing to participate in the ancient ritual that The Da Vinci Code defends? Would he really recommend this ancient ritual to his wife, family and friends?

In both book and movie form The Da Vinci Code represents a threat as well as an opportunity for Christians. Its danger lies in its strident assertions of falsehoods that undermine basic teachings of the gospel.

Uninformed readers and moviegoers must be made aware of the historical blunders in Dan Brown's claims. At the same time, the novel and movie create an unprecedented opportunity for believers to witness about the reliability of the Bible and its central redemptive message—that the Son of God became flesh, died on the cross and rose again.

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Ya other then the lies, I would say it's a good movie, just watch it as how you would take Harry Potter or LOTR, then things would be fine ;)

But be warn, the cinema are so packed with ppl wanting to watch this movie, I had to queue up at both gsc and tgv for the 2nd front row...madness. First time I see a movie this hot...somewhat like LOTR premiere...

Life...once again

Once again life...

After finishing assignments, next comes exams and more revisions after revisions...how enjoyable!

Yah rite...yet I welcome it more then assignments, finally the word "assigment" is over, poof done for...

Final year project just give me the shivers...*shudders..

Industrial attachment just makes me expect something unexpected coming, programming? VB? SQL? @@

And finally...the exam next month...I do pray hard to God...lemme pass, please I beg thee.

Life...once again in conclusion.

Life...once again

Once again life...

After finishing assignments, next comes exams and more revisions after revisions...how enjoyable!

Yah rite...yet I welcome it more then assignments, finally the word "assigment" is over, poof done for...

Final year project just give me the shivers...*shudders..

Industrial attachment just makes me expect something unexpected coming, programming? VB? SQL? @@

And finally...the exam next month...I do pray hard to God...lemme pass, please I beg thee.

Life...once again in conclusion.

Monday, May 15, 2006

Lifeline Camp 2006














































































































































































































































































































































The most exciting moment of the trip:



















Where the bus left only an inch with the other car while trying to move out from the botanical gardens, it was basically stucked, and forcing its way out...

hehe, till the bus driver is smart enuff to come out and reverse the car for the person. Talk about entertaiment, lol..

So there it is the camp pics! Go here for the full list from richard's blog:

http://community.webshots.com/user/richardcph1

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Intel

Most likely getting an internship at Intel, the place where my eldest sis work. I'm hoping so much for it, and finally it came true now.

The interview was hard, professional, and serious at the same time light hearted. The clothes they wear, jeans and shirts, typical IT employees in a company. Yet the words they speak, just show you how small you can be as a fresh graduate.

Waiting for their 2nd confirmation soon. Thanks to those who have encourage me and have advise me not to give up on it. I was really thinking I'll not get it after the face to face interview...

Here are some of the questions they asked:
"Can you tell us more about yourself?(technical background)"

"We know that your sis works here, so what did she said about Intel? What do you personally think about this company?"

"If you were to implement a banking system, what are the problem that you will face?"

"If it's security, how do you fix that?"

"You mentioned here you went for a student development program, how did the critical thinking helped you?"

"How do you keep up with the latest IT technology? Can name us a few?"

"What are your most favourite subjects? And why?"

"How are you going to structure your project using VB?"

"So you are doing a cinema ticket purchasing kiosk, how are you going to enable multiple users? That it will not clash with other users at the same time?"

The lady finally told me:"Don't blame us, your sis asked us to shoot you as many questions as we can..."

And we all ended up laughing, lol.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Assignments due-ing....

Assignments due soon, and I'm like going to Lifeline camp this friday. I just hope I can make it, with it being done soon.

*Prays hard...

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Clubbing?

Qbar till 2.30am yesterday. I don't usually clubbing, but somehow something popped up and I went. Had my first real dance in a club, which usually I'm too shy to do so...I would just sit there miserably and watch everyone dance, which is kinda, depressing.

Had a great time, and learn some moves from my friend. Yea, I know Qbar sux, with its bad variety of songs sometimes. One day, maybe we'll go Bangsar? Hmm...

I find clubbing ok, as long as you mix with those you know, and go with your friends. I've seen strangers talking to strangers, guys to girls that they don't know, and that makes me feel uncomfortable. Which club doesn't have that anyway? As they say, most ppl go to clubs to find sex, which is rather true.

But dancing! Makes you lose those joints and gives you a good sleep with that tired bones of yours. And haha yea, looking at those "cun" chicks is rather nice, but roy disagree, saying college chicks are more cun, especially those in the pools, lolness.

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And yea about SCT nite, don't ask me about it, it really sux to the max, period.

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Starting my Saturday, probably with assignments as usual... :)

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

hmm hmm

Just a quick update. Preparing myself for moral exam later at 3.30 to 5pm

Darn I hate LAN subjects. Why the heck are we supposed to take them nyway? Better we concentrate on our academic subjects rite? Who is here with me?? hmm?

I'm so so gonna take a break watching pyramid and go swimming after this. Moral sucks!!

Just lemme graduate faster.

Anyway, got 55 for my database assign! yeepee! Highest in class, didn't expect lansung. Well upon 100 that is, and the lecturer was quite mad at our whole class overall performace, he say it was terrible. T.T

told you uop was tough. Darn. Why why!!

zzz...

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sunday April 30th 2006

Been to Kenneth's wedding last night, which was to me, the best wedding dinner I've ever attended. The crowd was great, the programmes were great, the food was awesome, and Kenneth and Natasha was perfect for each other.

Kenneth, being my friend when he was working here in the ISO, have truly help shape our cellgroup LOTN from its very beginning. He has touched the lives of many, with his guidance, help, generousity and also laughter! He's such a funny guy, with lots of sense of humour. I joined LOTN with he as leader, and with Meity, Else, Ella, Prita, and also a few others. And look now at LOTN, the largest cg in Lifeline with around 40+ members altogether. God has truly blessed us! And all these wouldn't been accomplished without Kenneth.

I'm really glad he found his soulmate at last, which his age reaching 30+, it's really high time to...

We had lots of fun last night, and I drank a bit too much, till I ended up red. Let me see, among my friends, Halim, Jacinta, Dede, Pei Pei, Ferdinand, Angga, and even Mr Kenneth all was saying I looked so red! Haha...I went to the bathroom and was kinda shocked, this proves that I'm a really bad drinker. I took sips of wine and beer and such an effect took place, lolness...

We arrived home around 12.30am. Such a wonderful night.

Going off to church soon. Ta.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

I've decided to change back to blogspot's template as it looks better and has easier access to the configurations using html.

So I'm back, been trying out the friendster blog and it's not as good as it seems.

Going out soon. Attending Kenneth's wedding dinner tonight, and I'm glad for him that finally he's settling down. Hope to see him having a fulfilling journey ahead with his wife.

Weekends are here, at last, and Monday is declare some public holiday. 3 days of break. How nice.

K happy holidays guys and gals! See ya around.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Bleach- Technolife



Testing, if it works well, will put it in the template section. Enjoy. =)

bleach layout

Been so crazy with Bleach recently, that I've decided to use this template instead. Kinda cool, huh?

Will update once i'm done with assigns. Chiaoz.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

sick

being sick again, with the usual cough and flu. Getting cured soon after spending RM45 with the doc. Please Lord, don't let me fal sick that often, till even the doc ask me why I get sick so often...

The days are getting harsh, much like going through some tough times, assigns, and final year project, presentations etc. All showing that final year is almost like the worst thing u'll face in collge.

Need to sleep now....

Do keep me in your prayers that I'll survive this...

A story for those who are burdened

The burden

I slammed my bedroom door and leaned against it. Was there no rest
from this life? I stumbled to my bed and dropped onto it, pressing my
pillow around my ears to shut out the noise of my existence.

"Oh, God," I cried, "Let me sleep. Let me sleep forever and never wake up!"

With a deep sob, I tried to will myself into oblivion, then welcomed
the blackness that came over me.

Light surrounded me as I regained consciousness. I focused on its
source: the figure of a man standing before a cross.

"My child," the person asked, "why do you want to come to Me before I
am ready to call you?"

"Lord, I'm sorry. It's just that…that I can't go on. You see how hard
it is for me. Look at this awful burden on my back. I simply can't
carry it anymore."

"But haven't I told you to cast all of your burdens on Me, because I
care for you? My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

"I knew You would say that. But why does mine have to be so heavy?"

"My child, everyone in the world has a burden. Perhaps you would like
to try a different one."
"I can do that?"

He pointed to several burdens lying at His feet. "You may try any of these."

All of them seemed to be of equal size, and each was labeled with a name.

"There's Joan's," I said. Joan was married to a wealthy businessman.
She lived in a sprawling estate and dressed her three daughters in the
prettiest designer clothes. Sometimes she drove me to church in her
Cadillac when my car was broken.

"Let me try that one." How difficult could her burden be? I thought.

The Lord removed my burden and placed Joan's on my shoulders. I sank
to my knees beneath its weight.

"Oh, take it off quickly! What makes it so heavy?"

"Look inside."

I untied the straps and opened the top. Inside was the figure of her
mother-in-law, and when I lifted it out, it began to speak.

"Joan, you'll never be good enough for my son. He never should have
married you. You're a terrible mother to my grandchildren…"

I quickly placed the figure back in the pack and withdrew another. It
was Donna, Joan's youngest daughter. Her head was bandaged from the
surgery that had failed to cure her epilepsy.

A third figure was Joan's brother. Addicted to drugs, he had been
convicted of killing a police officer.

"I see why her burden is so heavy, Lord. But she's always smiling and
helping others. I didn't realize..."

"Would you like to try another?" He asked quietly.

I tested several. Paula's felt heavy. She was raising four small boys
without a father. Debra's did too: a childhood of sexual abuse and a
marriage of emotional abuse. When I came to Ruth's burden, I didn't
even try. I knew that inside were arthritis, old age, a demanding
full-time job, and a beloved husband in a nursing home.

"They're all too heavy, Lord. Give me back my own."

As I lifted the familiar load once again, it seemed much lighter than
the others.

"Let's look inside," He said.

I turned away, holding it close. "That's not a very good idea."

"Why?"

"There's a lot of junk in there."

"Let Me see."

The gentle thunder of His voice compelled me. I opened my burden.

He pulled out a brick.

"Tell Me about this one."

"Lord, You know. It's money. I know we don't suffer like people in
some countries or even the homeless here in America. But we have no
insurance, and when the kids get sick we can't always take them to the
doctor. They've never been to a dentist. And I'm tired of dressing
them in hand-me-downs."

"My child, I will supply all of your needs…and your children's. I've
given them healthy bodies. And I will teach them that expensive
clothing doesn't make a person valuable in My sight."

Then He lifted out the figure of a small boy. "And this?"

"Andrew…" I hung my head, ashamed to call my son a burden. "But, Lord,
he's hyperactive. He's not quiet like the other two. He makes me so
tired. He's always getting hurt and someone is bound to think I abuse
him. I yell at him all the time. Someday, I may really hurt him…"

"My child, if you will trust Me, I will renew your strength. If you
allow Me to fill you with My Spirit, I'll give you patience."

Then He took some pebbles from my burden.

"Yes, Lord, those are small. But they're important. I hate my hair.
It's thin, and I can't make it look nice. I can't afford to go to the
beauty shop. I'm overweight and can't stay on a diet. I hate all my
clothes. I hate the way I look!"

"My child, people look at your outward appearance, but I look at your
heart. By My Spirit, you can gain self-control to lose weight. But
your beauty should not come from outward appearance. Instead, it
should come from your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and
quiet spirit, which is of great worth in My sight."

My burden seemed lighter than before.

"I guess I can handle it now," I said.

"There is more," He said. "Hand Me that last brick."

"Oh, You don't have to take that. I can handle it."

"My child, give it to Me." Again His voice compelled me. He reached
out His hand, and for the first time I saw an ugly wound.

"But, Lord, this brick is so awful, so nasty, so…Lord! What happened
to Your hands? They're scarred!"

No longer focused on my burden, I looked up for the first time into
His face. On His brow were ragged scars - as though someone had
pressed thorns into His flesh.

"Lord," I whispered, "what happened to You?"

His loving eyes reached into my soul.

"My child, you know. Hand Me the brick. It belongs to Me. I bought it."

"How?"

"With My blood."

"But, why, Lord?"

"Because I have loved you with an everlasting love. Give me the brick."

I placed my filthy brick into His wounded palm. It contained all the
dirt and evil of my life: my sins, my pride, my selfishness, the
depression that constantly tormented me.

He turned to the cross and hurled my brick into the pool of blood at
its base. It hardly made a ripple.

"Now, My child, you must go back. I will be with you always. When you
are troubled, call to Me and I will help you and show you things you
cannot even imagine now."

"Yes, Lord. I will call on You."

I reached down to pick up my burden.

"You may leave that here if you wish. You see all these burdens? They
are the ones that others have left here at My feet. Joan's, Paula's,
Debra's, and Ruth's, and many others. When you leave your burden here,
I carry it with you. Remember, My yoke is easy and My burden is
light."

As I placed my burden with Him, the light began to fade. Yet I heard
Him whisper, "I will never leave you nor forsake you."

A peace that passed my understanding flooded my soul. I stood tall and
walked back into life.

"Come unto Me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give
you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and
lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For My yoke is
easy and My burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

The recent days

Much have happened since my move to sunway. Studying her for more than 2 years and the hald, truly much have happened. Meeting new people, making new friends. Even fake friends that never last, enemies, those hi-bye friends, etc...the list go on.

Something been somewhat troubling me lately, making me have a diffrent perspective. Seems like sometimes those who are not that welcomed by others make better friends, while those in a "gang" all the time, seem to be fake all along. I don't really know till recently, realising that fake friends might just all along be there, the corner where you think they're real.

And it seems and proofs itself, it never lasts...

It bothers me as I see they change, becoming diffrent persons which diffrent personas and personalities. Gradually I lost the essence of our friendship when we first started it. When things were like welcoming and warm. Like what they say, "the tiger gradually reveal it stripes". True to the fact that they might be actually hating or disliking you all along, wearing that mask that says that they are you're their friend, when underneath may be full of faces I rather not see, backstabbing when you're not around and even more of the unseen, the hatred which is felt so much when you're near them, gradually revealing itself.

Such doesn't explain that I'm a bad person. Which I'm not. I see it as how others view it in life. Having the wrong perspective, thinking, having the absolute of what is right, cool, uncool etc, having the view of the person, all these can't be hidden through their actions and speech. They have lost the touch of failing to see what is truly in that person and what makes him inside, the good that is all along there. Yet they conceal, hoping one day that person wouldn't realise "they" think that he practically sucks.

And it seems, I'm being one of them recently.

And it bothers me, coz it only happened to only one group of my friends, and that group has been to closest ever since. And funny, it didn't happened between me and my other friends even in Sunway. And after much thought, it seems rather simple...how they view others that matters.

Well, life goes on, and friends often don't last forever. I make new friends, and move on too, growing and becoming the real man that one day I ought to be. Sometimes, it seems friends who doesn't hate you or discriminate you, are the best friends after all, even other may still say you suck...

It is love that makes a friendship, and it is hatred that crumbles it...

Monday, March 13, 2006

Ok, sorry for being away

Typing this coz recently foudn out there ARE readers out there. Hoho, and I thought my blog was dead, without people actually caring whether it has new posts or not.

Was away, coz can't figure what to type here, and couldn't care less anyway, much like a need to just stay away from blogging awhile.

Ok so now I'm back. Back from the usal group meet-ups, doing those group asignments, pondering on the final year project.( yea wondering when I'm gonna have a first meeting with Ms. Kwong, my project supervisor) And grr really irritated by what Ms. Sherly said where all our indsutrial training have to be within Klang Valley, which is utter bullshit. Didn't see our seniors adhering to that rule.

I just wanna finish this term, my LAST term in class, and get da hell out of here. (Well at least R&D won't be that bad id I landed in there anyhow).

Gosh, sunway sunway, I mean SCT SCT... can't you be just a tad better in making students happier and their lives easier?

Aiming for that Intel job, still making it come true. Gonna get there someday.

Presentation tomorrow, just wanna go there and talk fux...I'm so used to it it's like nothing already.

Weeee....off to doing some work and gg... nite nitey....

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Sunday, and tomorrow UoP visits...

Darn, why why tomorrow...three days in a row my uni lectures from UK will be down for a visit.

And I'm not done with my database work which we are told to do, last minute...by Mr Johnathan Britt... He told us like last Monday, a week before. Why not tell us on the very first day of class where he's gonna see our work when he comes down. All chapter 1 to 3 exercises, that's like around 25-30 questions. @.@ How to finish worrr....Some questions take like one whole page to write...

Just wish everything's well tomorrow, pray pray he don't scold us. Coz he will if he's dissapointed with his students.

UK ppl, with that strange accent, extra complicated mindset especially when they write, compared to the simpler malaysians. Sometimes, we just wonder what they're trying to say...when we could sumarize it in one sentence.

Ok, I rather go clean my room, take a bath and relax then trying to attempt the impossible.

Tata for now. ;)

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sunday, morning 2.30am

Wuahaha, not yet asleep..

Been to the Amazingly Fearless Race organized by Lifeline, my church's youth. Wow it was freaking tiring sial, and we ran like mad people just to make sure we ain't late. Haha got 7th place in the end. Man the prize was a alarm clock! From IKEA, huahua...thank god we got a good prize, some were weird, like hangar?!! And stuff like pasu bunga??!! Glass wiper?!!

Haha so funny...gonna remember that day. Met many new frens like Grace, Melanie, Roosevelt, and some old ones like Celestine which I got closer with as he's my team leader.

Hmm, joining again next year makes me thinks twice. It's freaking tiring...honestly...most tiring event ever in my life, very much to its name Amazing race and Fear Factor..lol.

K that's all for now....gud nitez!

Monday, February 13, 2006

Happy Valentine's Day


Happy Valentine's Day!!

Hmm, guess will be single this valentine, anyway what the heck, enjoy the moments of it, lol.

To all dating couples, have a wonderful time ahead.

To those single, cheer up, and don't fret being single! ;)

Cheers.