Saturday, July 30, 2005

Day is Saturday...seems like I'm losing track of time...

Feel like life is moving faster than a river, more like pipe water being wasted away. Still I enjoy every moment of my holiday, espcially being with my mum. She is sweeet and have cooked up lots of delicious meals even though I'm having a bad toothache. Darn, I didn't know what I ate to deserve this. Pain on my left inner side of my jaw, which makes me feel like crying each time I chew my food. T.T

Going for my 2nd appoinment with my dentist, who told me I have to remove my wisdom tooth, or the pain will continue to persist. Oh God, just remove it and ease my terrible terrible pain...

Nothing much to write...except for the tooth incident, darn it will cost my mum RM 245 dollars just to remove it. *sweat.

Here is a cute pic to remind me of the dentist:

And a scarry one too, omg omg...:

Lol...that is scary...Do pray for me for the appoinment with the dentist. Let's hope everything will run well, or I'm gonna shout :"Heeeeeeeeeelp!!!"

Alios ;)

Thursday, July 28, 2005


At home...missing all my sunway friends now.

Been reading some Christian books on dating...studying every bit of it, lol.

Now of to spaces to update me blog...nothing very personal to update here today, :p

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Tuesday, yay my exams are over hehe

Yupz, going back tomorrow. It's gonna be great.

Feel like a free bird flying in the sky. Yupz, I have finished with the poster, waiting for Meity to confirm with me whether the thing is approved.

Going out with my friend soon, to Pyramid to have a great feast at Fish Manhanttan, yummy. Life is good right now, I'm loving it...

Here is a poem from my heart...

A feeling for someone
When you have a feeling for someone,
And yet you know you have to wait,
Such a feeling just makes you...
Not opening your mouth to say what you should...
That is how I feel now,
I have that love for someone,
Someone I have been treating special.
Yet I will wait,
To the day when things will happen...
Patience is what I need,
to prevent myself from doing something stupid...
Sometimes it's best not to force love,
For if you do...
It may be hard to be friends again...
So I will wait...
And pray...
That this someone...
Will accept me one day...
And even if she does not,
It means I have to move on with life,
Maybe God have reserved someone better in my life...
And I am ready to accept his will. Amen.
~The End~

Monday, July 25, 2005

A Monday morning

*yawn...looks at the time, gosh it's already 10am. Exam will began at 10.30am. I wish it is over already.

Had some suggestions from a friend, he said that this blog needs some "ingredients". Lol lol, will put in more, just gimme some time, all I need are those links and html codes, as well as some photo album.

Today is gonna be a busy day. Yet, which Monday is not?

Things in me are not going too well, especially my desire for love. It is just like a fire getting bigger and bigger, yet I know I must wait, love doesn't come easily, it needs time when I will finally meet the right one. Now I guess it's better to wait at the fire waiting for the marshmallow to be toasted, rather than eating it. That is how I view dating right now, when it is not the right time, don't go for it, things may get bad...

My heart longs for that someone where I can share my love with. Someone I can talk to and share my life, thoughts, good times and bad. Loneliness just creeps from no where, even when I just sit down and keeping myself busy, it just haunts me. I pray that He will help me out in this, and I believe all this happens for a reason.

I will stay strong, but never giving up in love. The greatest love that I have now is Christ's love, which in Him I do not even need the love of others, for in him I am satisfied.

Coz of all this that is going on in my mind, thus I wrote this poem:

My desire for love
Life is not all it seems,
Even now when I am single and lonely,
I feel troubled by the need to have that someone,
That someone to share my life with,
To love and to care for that person,
Without hoping for anything in return.
I have that feeling,
That soon love will find me,
I don't know where and when,
But I am sure when it does,
I will do what is right and what God wills for me,
And of course to treat the person like my own,
To be with her through good times and bad times.
I wonder how long I will taste this gift,
This gift of being single,
Having all the freedom that I am blessed with,
But I would rather sacrifice freedom,
And to be with the one I love.
I will wait,
Continue waiting...
Till the day that someone that I love,
Will accept the love that I shall give.
~The End~

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Internet Programming exam tomorrow

I am sooooooo excited about tomorrow. I don't have the mood to prepare for it, just wanna go in to that exam hall and sit for the exam. Darn. After which I have to design the poster for the LOTN annual mass. Will need to borrow some photoshop books from library though, to learn photoshop from scratch. Hehe...

Well today is Sunday, which I have spend my morning well by going to church and having some "branch"(breakfast+lunch) with my dear LOTN members. Life is perfect on Sundays...

Going to go back to my studies nerdy lol :p

to all who is facing exams now!!

And here are some quotes to encourage myself and those in their studies:

Ariel and Will Durant:
Education is the transmission of civilization.

Bill Beattie:
The aim of education should be to teach us rather how to think, than what to think - rather to improve our minds, so as to enable us to think for ourselves, than to load the memory with thoughts of other men.

Dean William R. Inge:
The aim of education is the knowledge not of fact, but of values.

Edith Hamilton:
To be able to be caught up into the world of thought -- that is educated.

It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows.

Ethel Barrymore:
You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens.

George Santayana:
Those who cannot learn from history are doomed to repeat it.

John Dewey:
Education, therefore, is a process of living and not a preparation for future living.

Lord Brougham:
Education makes a people easy to lead, but difficult to drive; easy to govern, but impossible to enslave.

Maria Montessori:
Establishing lasting peace is the work of education; all politics can do is keep us out of war.

Marian Wright Edelman:
Education is for improving the lives of others and for leaving your community and world better than you found it.

Mary Pettibone Poole:
To repeat what others have said, requires education, to challenge it,requires brains.

Mortimer Adler:
The purpose of learning is growth, and our minds, unlike our bodies, can continue growing as we continue to live.

Nelson Mandela:
Education is the most powerful weapon which you can use to change the world.

Pete Seeger:
Education is when you read the fine print. Experience is what you get if you don't.

St. Francis Xavier:
Give me the children until they are seven and anyone may have them afterward.

William Butler Yeats:
Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire.

"A good life is determined by how much you learn and how much effort you put into your studies, your career and your family, and most importantly always striving yourself to do better and to be a good person in life."

Bye for now ;)

Saturday, July 23, 2005

My blog is up and running soon.

Ta-da, now it looks much better...still got lots to do...finally I get some peace and quiet rather than the audience-filled spaces. This will be much more personal.

Still, it is under construction, :p

hehehe...adding a few pictures to test out the blog...this is so cool...

<-- this is me! Lol...

So about today...hmm nothing much just did some studies. Well before that had a wonderful EGM meeting with the other LOTN members in C 1.3.

Below are the things I am appointed to do:


It's gonna be a hell lots of things to do when I get back. Will be on Wednesday when I finally depart back to my home Kuantan. Darn I miss it sooooo much.

Allrite. Have a great weekend. (Sounds as if I am wishing myself, which is cool, making this blog more personal and a place reserve for those close to me and myself as well.)

Thanks. You are the reason why I am still here, alive and full of enthusiasm of life. ;D

My first posting...needs more experimenting...

Let me see...what shall I post...well HAPPY BLOGGING TO ALL! :p

This is my first post, I need lots of experiments witht his first...for the time being you can go here, my current blog to check things out:

Well, who knows, if I'm happy with this blog will be using this service instead. :)