I wanna talk about something cheerful

Enough of fyp, I dont even care if I pass or fail anymore. I wanna change topic from now on.

Before that, woke up today with a bad stomach ache. Sigh went to toilet 3 times all very closely timed. Hope will recover.

And yea, got my new deviantart site where I'm gonna post up all my artwork ^_^ (dont have the luxury of time to post everything yet, but soon...)

here's the site:

http://davidtcf.deviantart.com

sorry been MIA so long...

Didn't have to mood to blog, so I'm back...yada yada...

Dunno what to blog... yada yada...

Just that been busy with coding the fyp application, yada yada...

Yea that's all I guess.

>__> will be fully back soon...if I have the mood to. Haihz...

Maybe its the rainy days...maybe men do have PMS... or maybe...

I'm just too sick of my project...

bingo. It is...it is my friend...

Once I'm done with it, I'm so so so gonna throw a Jalur Gemilang and run in the streets of Kuantan (maybe in my dream) and like spent my whole day in Kuantan watching endless endless tv and ASTRO and go all out enjoying.

Ya man. Holidays. Coolness.

Yes David. Think positive. Gambate ~

Karaoke Saturday nite with kbox ppl =P

This I have to post. Went yest to Karaoke with a bunch of forummers from kokorobox.

Sang some usual songs and not so usual. But Qiqi was great! She sang like a pro. *respect* Gonna go for audition so we accompanied in her training at red box Lowyat...

Below the pics:



Mskgod:



Me and Qiqi:




Mskgod was a nice dude...we both clicked easily. Qiqi was cute! ^^ Kelvin88 pics are missing =.= but he was a nice guy, though a bit quiet, haha the place was really noisy, cant be blame...

Overall a nice karaoke experience with them. Gambate to qiqi, hope she can win something back from that singing competition.

Peace ^^V

sorry so long no update...

been busy with fyp and dunno wat to update...

so will leave this blank... *seriously I need a camera phone or I'll just end up not having anything to post.

Take for today example, went to my fren's Jo's wedding and everyone is busy taking pics except me. I don't have a camera! >.<

Btw, his wedding was great! The mass was nice... Got a chance to seat on a Mercedez S class coz Kenneth was driving it and he gave me a short ride from the church entrance to the place they were having lunch. Although just a few minutes but the car was perfect... PERFECTO I mean...definately gonna miss it...it was light and as if you were floating in it. The seats and suspension was awesome too... (now I know why ppl buy these cars) ^^"

Congratz to Jo and Marianne! Hope they have a happy marriage ahead! Can't wait to see their babies soon! Both so pretty, the kids shud be reli cute!

=D that's all for now. Do pray I could get my hands on a camera handphone! >.< =P

I'm in library waiting...for semangat to do final year project...

Aihhhhhh, come here for 1 hour end up surfing, sien sien aaa!!!

I've wasted my time once more, but sometimes it can't be helped, YOU JUST DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO DO SOMETHING THAT YOU REALLY OUGHT TO BE DOING...

Yea that's my theory I guess, can't be help...happens once in a blue moon when you lost the semangatz...

(some random baby pic to describe how I'm feeling:)



it actually looks kinda scary @@

>.<"""

KENOT ONLINE AGAIN, SORRY FOLKS BLOCK B2 GOT SOME MAJOR ISSUE WEI

sorry arh....stupid block b2 keep dc for dunno what reason, zzz.

Cant stand it. The stupid construction making our whole block suffer.

I will be back...I mean online in college on weekdays while doing my project. The line here is very unstable. Like able to online for 15-20 mins and down for 30 to 1 hour.

It's mad. DRIVING ME NUTS... AND MY HOUSEMATES TOO T.T

Worst thing is, only our block b2 is effected. You say la, how sui can this sui get...

The Prestige

Just figured I had to write about this.

On cool movie by Christopher Nolan (Director of Batman Begins). It was an awesome experience seeing some of Nolan's work, where it never stops puzzling you on the actual thing that is happening. The scene very similiar to Batman Begins, yet this one concentrating on the rivalry of two magicians.

More info here:

Rotten Tomatoes Critics:
http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/prestige/

Wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Prestige

Things cant get any better

Just woke up, like from a night lack of sleep.

I want the usual old days, where I wake up for something, eiher a class or for work. Now, I wake up only to know my fyp is gonna be tough, and wondering would I do it today. Even so, how much?

I'm tired of it, tired of carrying this "baby" for 1 year 3 months. It gets really...bothersome. And it's not as easy said then done in finishing it, as if IT CANT BE FINISHED. Now that's the scary part. It's huge. I have no regrets not starting it earlier. How can I? Commitments, assignments, exams, industrial etc.

Well, one thing I don't understand. Why must we do an engineering project? We are meant to be doing study based. BIS students are just not cut out for programming. Never understood it.

Still, I will preservere, no matter wat. No matter if, during the next month I will be sleeping less doing it, skipping dota, digging my eyes staring at it. As long it is COMPLETED.

I seldom give up. I mean I don't. And I can't.

"O God, help me complete my project in due time. I'm sorry if I had been lazy or negligent, or just wasting time. I had tried O Lord, but many times failed to progress deeper with it. Help me manage my time, for there is little time left. All I ask is that I pass this final module dear God. Assist me in any way possible. And I will put on all my effort in it. Amen."

6am...and I cant sleep.

Gosh I hate this sort of scenario. Went to bed at 3.30am, but its 6am now. And I dunno why I can't sleep.

Have ya all ever experience such shits? Its horrible. I had to wake up and make myself tired on the comp and try going back to zzzz again.

Ok I know I'm sounding weird now. But ya know, it's what every person on earth faces once in a while in their lifetime. Uh-huh, no kidding.

Probably I'm missing someone too much, or simply I'm too worried for my fyp. I dunno...

"Dear God, grant me the serenity to rest in peace this day, help me not to worry. Lift my hearts of my loneliness and my agony now O Lord. I don't know what your plan is, but I surrender them to you. All I ask in return in the peace for my soul. Amen."

Back to zzz. Nite.

latest play list

Just writing down to help me remember....these guys are so hard to remember of...their names are so goddamm unique

Don't Dream It's Over(smallville theme song) - Sixpence

Say It Isn't So
Anyone of Us - Gareth Gates

High - James Blunt

These Words
Single
Unwritten
I Bruise Easily- Natasha Bedingfield

Haih why so hard to remember the names one sometimes...am I dat old ar? Alot ppl say I forgot names and stuffs easily..

But I can easily remember what happened the previous days, or stuffs in the past! Funny huh :X

Gundam Strike Noir GAT-X105E [Stargazer]

Built my newly arrive gundam today:

Strike Noir (Stargazer) from peggy today...took me 3 hours to build it :sweat: ;D











A very cool gundam indeed!!!

=D

Guess what?

MY CONNECTION GOT BLOCKED COZ I FORGOT TO PAY MY HOSTEL RENTAL!!!!

crap...

but, thing is:

WHY DOES IT GOTTA TAKE 2 FREAKING WORKING DAYS TO UNBLOCK IT???!!!

double crap...

which makes me:

STAYING UP IN THE STUPID NOISY LIBRARY JUST TO SURF THE NET...

which excludes of:

BLASTING MY SPEAKERS

DC++

HAVING MY OWN PRIVATE SPACE

DOTA

...

Zzzz

I think...I am a net addict :x but who is not these days?

CNX sux

Useless CNX, *pipiaks CNX

I've been waiting the whole day just for them to fix it....till they close at 6pm....still cant freaking settle it...

it's just a simple "automatic private address" issue. It's either my line is blocked or....someone using router....or the server is really screwed up. But both of my other housemates can online!!! So means its effecting my physical address only? WTH???!!!!

Hey CNX, I paid my bills and everything, don't f**kin do this to me coz it's f**king unfair man. Go hunt down those who use routers and effect other people's network for godsake...

remember people...CNX....gosh I'm so gonna boycott them now...here's their site:
http://www.cnx.com.my/services/default.asp?links_id=280

I feel damm bodo. Now library gonna close adi...

Called them twice and problem not fixed. They deserve this shit.

^Say no to CNX

Karaoke

Went karaoke with Rockyphang, Devince, Ah Wai and me...

It was like 3-7pm. First time I ever karaoke that LONG. They say I sang well... x.x But really I was just singing my usual...

Abit about my singing history. Well before I became a catholic, I was in this free church call Bretherens. They sort of can see that I have this singing talent during the time I sang in their Sunday church meeting. Ok so that was something adiii.... Then once I became a catholic, I had this passion to join their church choir which I did for one year. It was really nice... and the church choir lead always say I sing well: "good job david, you sang well" o.O Then I have to paiseh paiseh reply "thank you".

Don't ask me about it, I sendiri pun tak tau. I join those two newly also I sang and they praise me. Maybe it is talent. Haha but dont ask me to join competitions, I'm not that leng chai or my voice that captivating yet. I sing for church and for karaoke only haha!

I especially love to sing Jay Chou songs, they are so niceee... and yest I figure Maroon 5 was really well suited me too, after what devince said I sounded like them x.x

Haha the rock songs busted us out, very tiring! Simple Plan Shut Up and Zombie was nuts. We tried singing Aerosmith "I Could Stay Awake" (Armegedon) song too, that was also nuts! haha. But it was cool, lucky today I woke up with my sore throat gone, praise god.

Singing is my passion, I hope to join choir again once I have the time. ^^

Devince forgive me kay, just wanna be humble. =P

Met eVy yesterday!!

Me and kiddo had a nice yumcha session with evy yesterday.

Was very nice indeed. Glad that we were able to meet her up.

My view of online friends is this, after some experiences with them. I have to emphasize this once more, online is still online, and people only really uncover their true self once they meet. It is as simple as that. Meeting up in real life just opens up a diffrent relationshiop, conversation, view of the person etc altogether!! And that is why it is so important to meet up after a period of time, which is not too LONG....

If it went well, people who knew online after meeting up, will surely get closer. But if it doesn't, like both figure that they can't really click or accept the other person well, then it's ok too! At least you knew the fact of the reality. Coz in real life, not everyone can click with everyone that simply. There is still preferences over people, attitudes, personalities etc...

That is why I'm glad to meet up with eVy. We have chatted for quite some time, and now after meeting up we were closer! As simple as forging a trust of friendship...

As with kiddo, I don't really even know him that well in the forum... but during the BBQ, we found out we click real well! And yest he and me were together "interviewing" her....haha LOL. Kidding we just had nothing better to do (NBTD) and decided to meet old time forum friends.

See how meeting up changes the dimension of an online friendship to something much more real and tangible.

That's all. Just my 2 cents on how online friendships should be ;)

Nothing much to write on..

Seems so diffrent then comparing the time I was at Intel. I had so so much to write on...now? Seeshhh... almost nothing x.x

Sorry folks, just blank today... Just woke up and thinking, hmm wat should I write for my blog, answer is: I have ALMOST NOTHING good to write about..

Imagine waking up everyday without classes, and all it rings in the head is Final Year Project... Argh x.x

I wanna graduate and move on to the next phase of my life where I work for something, storing up money for a purpose and get settle down when the time is right. It's like this nature thing inside of me that is saying: "Ok enough of the study crap!!! Let's do something really meaningful"...That's why I'm planning to leave master aside till I'm ready and have something that I really wanna study, which is masters in management(requires at least 5 years of working experience from what I've heard).

I just had enough of all the IT crap which just makes you even crappier if you aren't the best in the technical field of it. (I am not, that's why I'm shifting away to something I really wanna do, be a manager some day and deal with people.)

That's all I guess. Don't wanna bore you reading to my thoughts. =P

To my special friends

wow, I'm so glad to know u ppl. Especially during my time back home I was dead boriiiiing!!!!

Thanks to 2 ppl who are really dear to me now (ahem as a friend ya....)

Susan

Evy

Maybe its that hard being single sometimes, that you need someone to talk with on sms, msn, forum u name it... They have been real supportive, and would like to extend my gratitude to both of them.

And of course, my constant blog visitors:

Qikibulat

Devince

Cheers

Licia

You guys just make my blog more vibrant then ever! Thank you! Friends forever!! Will cherish you all in my heart.

Tomorrow i balik ^^

Abit fast and unexpected, but really got tons to do back home...no choice...

KL I'm heading back... soon.

God, gimme the grace to work on my FYP. And the preserverance to do it. Help not to distract me while working on it and please be with me always when I'm back. Thank you Lord, for everything.
Amen.

Tomorrow....homecoming

Back to kuantan tomorrow, for a one week retreat. Looking forward to going back. Missing home lately.

Home, a place no other place can be compared with. A place where we grow, play, interact, argue etc.

Looking forward to tomorrow. Can't wait.

open sesame

You Are 69% Open

You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly. And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint. You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!

How Open Are You?

Wow...nice.