updateesss

Updates since my last update in da blog:

1. car is fixed... finally. Took me a week. From then on I made up my mind firmly to drive slower and safer... resolution came true after a traumatized experience at the police station, insurance and worst of all, the super slow speed of the workshop... (even when it's not my fault and I don't have to pay a cent, I was not able to use my car for that time and it just sucks and time wasting + mum wasn't willing to borrow me her Toyota Vios except once coz it was a late night meeting...zzz)

2. mum was here for a few weeks since came back from Singapore (to visit my eldest sis and niece there). I had plenty of home cooked food...plus the home was neater too since she is a neat freak and can't stand even the slightest mess or dirt. 

3. camera phone SE C902. Happy with it, explored most of the phone features and the camera is just awesome for it's tiny size. Lightweight and durable with an extended battery life

4. work... main app FOM was down from Sunday till today Monday. It was madness for 2 days at work with non stop calls. Had to liase with this and that person and it was nuts. Lucky we got it fixed today! woohoo! what an achievement. Many thanks to the team lead Alex who stood by at conference for hours with GSD... 

5. Stucked at home. Since the car was being repaired I was forcefully stucked-at-home (you can calculate the date where I posted the car photo in the previous post till now). I have not went out alone/or with anyone to shop or watch a movie. >.<)

6. Bukit Antarabangsa landslide... One of my colleagues was staying there.... @@. Lucky Theven's house was allright and he is safe. Evacuated from that place and stayed with his relatives (his whole family). His description of it was havoc... everyone evacuating from a dirt road... climbing down slippery steps, unable to drive out from that disaster area... Dirt piled up 200m from his house... thank god for his safety. 

Yea that's all for the updates...

This year seems like it's not a very good year... the opposite actually, with so many weird and unexpected thing happening at the very corner. I look forward to a better year (at least less misfortune happening to me >.<) and building up my career further... 

Thanks for all my friends' support and for being there... you guys and gals meant a lot to me. 

=)

freak car accident at the front...

I can't believe it...

Why is this happening again? I just sprayed the whole car, repaired it  just 2 months back and it is dejavu all over again...

This time it's not my fault, some P licence driver swung out from the junction, took over 2 lanes, and caused me to bang him. I wasn't prepared for it at all, plus the roads were slippery as it was raining heavily that night.

Waited at the police station, till 2am. Went back and slept at 3am. Woke up at 5.50am to go to work at 7am. At work I was frustrated, sick, and laiden with a bad mood. 

How can this happen again? I've tried my best to avoid such a shit... and now it came back to hunt me. Why can't this stop why......

Nevertheless, I have to repair my car. Next week. Mum will be back from Singapore (after visiting my nephew there) tomorrow. Will need her to fetch me through and flow from work during the repairs. 3 days estimated time needed to fix it. And after looking at the damaged shit, I realised it is more serious than what I first could spot on... As the LIGHTS ARE NOW FOUND TO BE BROKEN, THE BUMPER CRACKED, THE AIR FILTER WENT IN... AND THE LEFT BUMPER (INSIDE) IS SLIGHTLY TOUCHING MY LEFT TYRE...

All because of a naive 19 year old college kid not driving properly on the road. Why can't he just gave way and SEE FIRST before turning? So reckless!!

And he didn't want to pay me on the spot... AND HIS DAD WAS DRIVING A FREAKING NEW BMW AND STILL HIS DAD DIDN'T WANT TO PAY ME!! His dad was cooly saying: "let's go make a police report..." (admit it you are just blardy kiamsiap and rather pay the insurance and police fine later on, stupid you...)

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE LAR? WALAO!!! BEH TAHAN!!! 

SE C902

The phone that I bought after trading in N79...

Sony Ericsson C902:

Sleek, stylish, and with a good camera...

Comes with 3G and A-GPS... weighing less then 90 grams... 

Sound quality is good...

I'm happy with my phone =)

anti nokia sentiments

I've sold my phone.. got enough of the N79 that i bought...

the things that i was not satisfied:

1. simple thing as receiving a call... maxis sent me missed call messages even when my phone is on all the time...

 

2. the camera wasn't close to my 3.2 megapixels k810i that i've used previously... (you can actually see pixels after uploading to PC)

3. expensive, yet it dissapointed me due to the price i paid

4. GPS, Wifi yada yada that were used in promoting it... in the end is it that important ? eg. when u drive do u have time looking at the small GPS screen on the phone? i can't even read the words and the car is jerking! Wifi... when u eat at a wifi area... The food comes fast, and you are with your friends... do you have time to browse it? Why not go home when you are really free to do so?

5. Nokia rep promised me that the resell value is much higher then SE... bullcrap... when I went back to the same store they gave me RM1000 only... and i bought it for a RM1900? hey don't be a hypocrite if you don't plan to practice it... tell customers the truth...

6. Slow symbian... everybody knows it lags... any N series...

7.  The N gage game... for 1 cost like RM40 and above... =.=

8. The design looks really uncle-ish...

9. Due to the above points it make me can't sleep at times thinking what should i do about it...

10. Thus explains why I'm very anti nokia now...

I'm not doing this not just to jeopardize their image... but for them to realize their mistakes and shortfalls and change... if not it's better for them to pack up and close shop... (you will never appeal to the younger generation... sooner or later no one will choose Nokia coz you are still way behind in the stone age when ppl are already in bronze age)

SE is the way where mobile phones should go... Even Samsung is changing and following their sales strategy... yet Samsung still lacks one thing due to their past history... the phone being not durable.. slides coming apart... phone issues etc...

One thing all mobile phones should be... make sure it lasts and the basic thing of call in call out and sms can be done 100% without defect...

Then u can focus on other extra specs... If not like Nokia... what is the specs for if even receiving calls are so difficult? 

And seriously... Nokia... don't be so stubborn headed... if u can't make a camera out of your phone (even using Carl Zeiss lens alone won't help)... go and merge with a camera producing company... your cameras seriously suck...

And your hefty price tag? Zzz...

I won't ever buy a Nokia again... and shall advice my friends not to do so... 

See what you did although it's only one phone? 

Back after a month...

Back to my blog after a month? close to a month already huh... how fast time flies and how busy I was...

latest updates is going to genting with my colleagues (that was memorable), as below:

(^pictures courtesy of Alex, thx broo...^)

And catching up with my remaining transformers movie toy collection:

Transformers Collection

As well as my new phone that I bought with a hefty price tag of RM1900:




And finally... everything is back to ok with my job... *relief*. Doing my usual work and on my way to self improvement (team as well but self is whr u start first before looking at the rest, as the chinese saying goes: "if u cant take care of urself, how are u gonna take care of others?")

Things have move on to a better month...

Thank you God for helping me make through it all... You have been there guiding me through, and I can never say enough "thank you" for all that you've done for me...

Back to work the next day (noon shift)... going to sleep now... nite buddies... :)

insecurity....

I've did my best, but my best ain't good enough...

I received complains... and users are 100% right and I am the wrong...

6-7 complaints for a duration of 6 months is alot... I am the person in the team doing the worst...

BAT users complaining about me, although ED users didn't... I am still at fault...

Is as if they are all right... and I have no place to defend myself... All my work, all I have built for, means nothing...

I am being treated as nothing...

Ppl's complaint are more important then the whole picture that I have contributed... All my contribution is nothing as well....

I'm blamed for pulling down the team, asking to leave earlier if I'm not happy, asking to leave if this is not the right place for me...

What have I got to say? Pushing me out of here... And I don't need a job who doesn't need me...

I will be going soon... it seems...

Being pointed at, being laid the burden, being pushed out of the door... I am not valued... And I shall walk out with honor and without regrets rather than being treated this way...

I am a human, not some slave... I have standards, and I set them, and I tried to fulfill them... I push myself till I almost break...

But it's no point... non is appreaciated... In the end I get stabbed to pieces.... becoz of a few customers ditch their complaints at me...

Will your customers work at the service desk for u? Are they always right or they are humans as well having emotions and having bad days? Do they know all the technical stuffs and how it runs and needed to be solved? Lacking of staff not picking up their calls later won't they complaint furthermore?

what is there to hurt?

An emo poem...

Life sucks,
when people around u treat others like shit,
when you see cars driving like shit,
and when ppl say things that hurt u like shit...
What is shit?
Shit is waste,
Worthless,
Polluting,
And destroys the appetite...
That is shit.
But what is there to hurt?
Why shit?
Why not gun?
Gun hurts... knife hurts... a bomb hurts...
Then why shit?
Coz shit can stain your face...
Leave a smell long enough till you take 2 showers...
Leave a trauma long enough till you freak out touching it...
That is why shit sucks...
And when ppl start acting like shit,
And treat you like shit...
It's time to know your self worth...
To know you aren't deserving of that shit hurt inside of you...
Will you stand there and let ppl throw shit at you?
Or will you throw shit back?
Or just ignore and get off it's track?
Throw it back and u might end up getting more shit....
Standing there is ain't goood enough coz u get more shit...
So best is u walk away...
Even if it means saying goodbye...

I had enough of ppl's shit...
Shit in office is ok coz it's work...
You get money off the shit...
It's like Indah Water you clear ppl's shit and u get paid...
But not with frens...
With the one you're chasing...
It just sucks to feel like that...

Over here at the capital,
Many shit ppl exists...
On the road,
With your friends...
Or simply at the public...

Why?

Coz they think over here KL is everything...
Try see the world...
get a hint?
Or just look urself at the mirror and see what ppl see at u inside...
Don't just let ppl influence u coz u think it's a flow...
You determine urself...
How u wanna be...
How u wanna act...
So behave like u shud be...
Be responsible and stop throwing shit all around...
Coz watever goes around comes back around and will hit u pretty hard...
It might be like storm... an AK47 or worst it just kills you and knocks u real hard...
Till ur whole self shakes like sand....

Selfishness... Arrogance...
Lack of self-control...
I'm sick looking at all of the above...
All that makes ppl a sickening piece of character...
Learn to see urself in the other person's shoe, what does he feel?
Don't u care?
Don't u see?
Are u that blind and insensitive?
Think...
Go through your big brain and ur big heart...
And see the whole picture b4 u utter that word...

STOP BEING A SHIT AND BE A PERSON... ENOUGH.

-The End-

emo post

in office now, doing night shift for these 2 weeks.

time has speed by blardy fast... and now it's been 5 mths + at office.

things have changed, some things got better and some things worse...

working life is so busy till I had little time updating my blog. It's been 2 weeks since my last update...

roy is coming down on thursday, for his graduation... but I can't make it due to work.

so sorry...

friends are slowing fading away... giving in to their own lives and ways... settling down. Changing...

I have changed too... for better for worse... i'm just living it now... been single for 2 years.

An emo post.... sigh...

looking forward to going home........

baby ming-wan

Hi Boy,

Attached are three photos of baby Min-Wan taken 2 days ago at home in her new baby cot. Show mom! :)

You take care!

love,
Sis

My eldest sis baby just discharged out of the hospital, due to premature birth at 7 mths.

Started out at 1+ kg and now a healthy 2.5kg...

Our prayers are answered, and I will continue to pray for her till she is a healthy young kid.

Isn't she adorable? =)

tiredd....

working morning shift for quite some time now... (feel like a long week)...

physically tired and mentally exhausted.. having a 3 days off now...

all i wanna do now is rejuvenate...

system upgrades can make a toll on support... each system change just add problems and questions to the users, which they will call just to ask us out to answer and solve...

i should have studied programming, but i guess it's too late now. Stucked with IT support till god knows when....

Time to rest...

14 days of mia from my blog @@

sorry sorry... now only noticed that i have been missing here for 14 days...

been so busy these days with work, that by the time i come back i just feel like lazing around, ps2 or watch some dvd...

i also bought transformers toys coz felt too sien... zzz free time will transform them robot to vehicle and vice versa... (the movie toys are exceptionally cool mwahha) , u can see my collection here:
http://www.new.facebook.com/album.php?aid=29329&id=832764180

i miss the time having a gf, somone to hug and spent time with, to talk to on the phone... seems so far a memory... but till now no luck of finding whomsoever...

life sucks when you are alone, and i'm living alone as well in the whole big apartment, which makes it suckier... :(

nvm, i shall continue to console myself with all the things that could make me busy with... toys, games, outdoors and friends. Someday i guess this loneliness will fade away....

back to work... in office now although it's a sunday (as i'm on rotational shift)...

see ya...

down mode...

don't feel really good.... been feeling down these days after getting sick.

can't really go anywhr too as i'm not completely recovered, still coughing. All the merdeka outings has to be skipped.... sigh :(

i wish i had someone to be with right now....

quitting smoking - the decision

Fell sick yesterday, with high fever and my throat inflame. It's the first time i felt like as if my brains are gonna melt and my whole body like as cold as ice...

Last night was horrible, I could not sleep well, suddenly waking up feeling cold throughout, could be the weather as well, but my body never felt this weak.

My phlegm was green, keep going to toilet to spit. When morning came, it took me longer just to wake up from bed, I was shaking and I did really think, I am gonna die if I don't see a doc...

After seeing the doctor, he explained I had fever and inflame throat... So I proceed to ask him, did smoking caused this? He was reluctant to answer and say it might have been.

I decided, to turn over and quit it. This was my first time feeling this ill... and if smoking is the reason, I want to quit.

Pray for me that I don't touch it anymore.

My advice to those who don't smoke, don't even try it. Live life cigarette free.

transformers figurine - blackout

bought blackout... coz was too irresistable looking at the movie toy figurines, was too curious.

bought it at 130 bucks. but need to touch it like once a day, damm fun....

haha it's still a waste of money lol xD

THE DARK KNIGHT

Sorry to write this review after so long.... but was reli busy so here goes... :

This movie is damm damm damm syok. Any alive person must watch it. The best Batman eva... like seriously blow the mind of the audience to smithereens...

The genius Heath Ledger pwnsss all... everyone including Batman falls short of his glorious acting, like a pro casting his masterpiece into the movie...

It was mind blowing... the first movie to overwhelmed me like a tsunami... after the movie ended I was speechlesss.... I just sat at the seat dumbfounded. Like . . . . . . .

After a few days, I digested the movie and felt like watching it again! It beats the heck out of every superhero films out there and just stood like a holy grail.

YOU MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE. TRUST ME. OR ELSE IT'S A WASTE TO WATCH IT ON THE TINNY SCREEN!

Ok that's all on my rant for Batman. Outstanding 11 stars out of 10.

Worth your every penny peanut you ever earn to watch a movie. =D

Enjoyyy:

office birthday celebration....

office birthday celebration for our new boss Lim and also newcomer CY:



it's good that they celebrate ppl's birthday in office... helps to motivate the team :)

CY said that she is very touched... and lim thanked everybody for making it happen...

birthdays although ppl might say it's not important, it actually is. You wake up on your birthday expecting it to be different, to celebrate the days your parents give birth to you to this world. A day you can thank for being born and recalling life's gift...

Happy birthday...

bebee's rabbits and kurma ayam =D

went to bebee's house on tuesday... she said wanted to cook for us hehe. Then there was the rabbits, lots of them! lol...

the awesome preparations for the kurma ayam...

while preparing... lee shows his muscular power on the vege...

the big pot with lotss of kurma ayam... =D

the end product... 8 drumsticks + scrambled eggs + vege

bebee was a proo in the kitchen...

lee lying on the couch... the rabbit laying on his tummy pillow =D

chris showing off the rabbit... one of the 3rd generation..

And finally, the awesome documentary of the rabbit invasionnnn:

been mia

mia... stands for Missing in Action.

and I'm mia once again... after so long.

hard to find time to blog and to update my routine-d life = work + things to settle

sigh... <--- v common word associated with my company.

free <-- seldom associated

on the brink of losing my sanity... but thanks to some cigs i've manage to remain sane... high stress at times (and them keep coming back to hit u) just melts you off when you don't need it...

missed pauline... kinda feel it now. Lim's administration has a totally different style.

Life goes on... and i'm still hopelessly single... till god knows when. Seems like i'm chasing after the wind...

that's all... my updates on my small dot of life. How insignificant it is.

Hope things would get better for me... at a personal level.

office pics...

the cubicle area i work in...

alice and her pc....

alex pretending not to see.. beside him is my place.

*smile smile*

me and shahreyman...

pauline and alexer...

pauline smiling wide... me beside...

james smiling with style...

didie cool posee...

me and alex... *the team lead look...*

thinking of something... probably reading some email...analyzing the solution...

didie and alex modeling...

pauline peace sign... :D

wah rubbish here thr.. make sure clean up! force to take tis pic due to me being cleanliness for the week...lol

pauline wanna take revenge.. uh-oh...

my work station...v small beside alex.. coz he wan monitor me @@

the exit to it all... liberation...phew.

stair to heaven.. (i think it's opposite >.<)

one cup being left alone... aww... (some1 will kena cheng cheng next day...RM1 penalty)