The most malang day of public transportation

Sigh... so the malangz... today, supposedly take the bus to Kelana Jaya LRT to meet Lumae and her friends in Sg Wang (planned to transit to Bukit Nanas Monorail from Dang Wangi station). I waited at the bus stop for 1/2 hours and SUDDENLY, the bus with the sign 623 flashed back, I was still hesitantly staring at the signboards which are like as small as anak semuts when it just flashed by without stopping... AND YOU ARE RIGHT, IT WAS THE BUS HEADING TO KELANA JAYA LRT STATION, I was like "nOOOOOOOOooooo" all the way in my heart as I know the next bus might take ages to arrive, AND YA, it DID take ages to arrive (This part is caused by the senseless small signs and new bus system, which still rush pass you most of the time unless you wave)....Unfortunetly in the end, I did not have the patience to wait...

Which starts my next chapter of malang-ness... I took the bus to Subang KTM instead and transit from KL Central monorail to Sg Wang, AND GUESS WHAT???? THE STUPID TRAIN HAD TECHNICAL PROBLEMS and the next train will arrive 15 MINUTES LATER!! aHHHH... I'm like how bad can this get? 2 malang happenings with the public transport adi in one day... (I didnt expect worse but the story gets better...)

So ok lor, kena kanasai by the public transport, so what to do, wait lor.. And wait, and wait..then ta-da the train came and as usual took it to KL Central then up to Sg Wang via Monorail...

The next chapter, will be rather my fault but I was really pissed why is always the same signboard that makes u take the wrong train? So okayyy, was at Sg Wang already, then Lumae told me she and her friends are at Times Square theme park and ask me meet her there instead, so ok... paid RM1.60 and headed for the train.... Suddenly in the train, see next station is Raja Chulan!!! Its the opposite direction of where I'm heading which is Imbi!!! o.O Again I was muttering in my heart(Nooo + Aaaa).. So change train and finally! Arrived at Times Square... Sat many rides (she is very very fond of thrill rides, and much more capable in sitting multiple same rides at one go ^^") So it was great yada-yada, had dinner with her and her friends yada yada etc (This story is trying to depict my malangness, so dunwan go off topic ya sorry)..

So FINALLY, THE MOST EXCITING PART OF THE WHOLE MALANG-NESS... -_____-

Heading home, (which was earlier then expected, 8pm to be exact) I sat the usual monorail then transit to LRT.. everything was FINE, really... (except the boredom and the sien-ness of sitting public transport) and caught the usual bus to Sunway at Kelana Station...

And halfway about to reach sunway, the kanasai bus suddenly move so slowly, almost to a crawl... which made all the passengers looked at the driver... which he did stopped at the nearest bus stop at last... And made all of us go down and WAIT FOR THE NEXT BUS, and told us: "Bas sudah rosak, saya kena report bus ni, so tunggu bas yang seterusnya ya.." =.=

So Okayyyy, went down and hope that the bus would come soon... BUT... BUT... stupid mosquitoes was feeding on OUR blood (all of the passengers were seens restless trying to shoo away the mosquitoes)... Reason was a forest was nearby and naturally a breeding ground for mosquitoes.. So FUCK lor... wait damm long like sial knbccb... Wanted to take the taxi back adi but coz of the RM1 that I paid, I rather wait... So wait like hell...

Then the bus 623 came... Ahhhh I thought.. but its not over, the final ending of the story...

When we almost reached Pyramid... IT RAINED. Wasted RM5 bucks taking the taxi home as the rain got heavier...

What a merry day for the public transport in my entire life...

4 happenings in one day, truly a record...

MERRY XMAS!

gonna stick to this template and wont be changing anytime soon... =D (cant find a better XD)

came down yest on a long ride to KL...kinda tiring, and I admire lumae and her 2 friends stella and kirstin going all out to shopping straight away! maybe I'm the one getting old ahahahhaha...

hope this week goes well, might be meeting them and bringing them around KL...

OH YA, BEFORE I FORGOT! MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS! MUAHS AND HUGS.

new bleach template

upgrading this to the a new bleach template...kinda cool haha!

hope can find a better one soon ;)

Confuse...

Dunno how to post this but...sooner or later I have to post it up...

Feeling confuse, in the middle, and dunno where to proceed next...

Have you ever fall for someone, and dunno what to do/say next? I'm in that position.

It feels like a web of complexity that you wished you had not dive into, but as it goes deeper, all you wanna do is know, whether you want to continue, or... just give up and be friends.

I LOVE HER! But I dont know what she thinks about me! I dont know how she wants to continue this! I need to know! Just wanna know what is in her heart!! What the decision she wants to choose!!

Sorry emo post... what to do... sometimes you just gotta blog it.

TC beach, Carolling and Jammin?

TC beach, was the first stop out when I arrived home (of course there are other times when me and eng chuan went out and dota!!! aaahahahhaha mostly we won lol)

Teluk Chempedak, been quite a while. Yet this time around the waves are making it high and kinda scary when you are near it. Went eating lunch with Lumae there... Curry mee! yumyum.. :P and we went a scroll at the beach after that and even sat down at the sands... It was meaningful...

That same night, me and her joined the carolling sessions with my godparents where we went house to house and sang carols.. 12 songs for each house is like WoW!! ahhaha later found out the reason as there are 4 houses ny! so little! Last time I remembered going to 13-14 houses at least each with 4-5 songs! Dunno what happened this time...heard it was Fr. Eugene's order.. hmm what's up with this man actually... he doesn't seem too happy. Sometimes I just hope he knows that administering a church in Klang is very diffrent from Kuantan.... He just have to use his heart more rather then discipline...

Lumae is nice.. well sometimes I gotta admit I'm boring (somehow it just came to me, but I'm glad I came to know about it). After this I hope I won't portray that "boring" image anymore. Ya gotta admit I can "preach" and say as if I'm the "smartest"... Sigh... I gotta change man...

Next was jamming... haha "lead vocalist" konon... ahahahha... Missed out several parts at first coz I didn't know you can "bla-bla" if you dunno the lyrics! Haha! Was cool, had that lin chi kang drink which I dearly missed as I didn't had it for a very long time...

Hope there's more soon! haha I miss times in Kuantan! wee..

what's been happening...

updatesss :D

Looking into the unknowing future...

The unknown of where I'm off to next, but definately a new me. Alot of things to fix as I look back these few days. Knots to be undone and a career to secure.

As my current plans before getting a job:
1. link up with remaining friends, even if it means a few months only (be4 they leave for their studies)
2. finding a part time job if its that hard to get one
3. keep applying for jobs... (keep an eye on the newspapers)
4. not giving up on that someone ^^" (cant avoid typing this ahahaha)
5. loving my mum while she's at home

Daniel's b'day

Passed up the fyp exactly today...

Then slept like so teh uncountious type for an hour... nap zzz. Woke up bath then take public transport to catch Michelle (lime lemon). Was hoping for a great birthday ahead but ended up did not enjoy much of it...

Met her...she had some parking problem (her fren fetched her) and we ended up at Kim Gary and had our "lunch" (it was 5pm lunch :x) and then went shopped for the "gift" and ended up buying a pet (guinea pig, brown and extremely cute for RM38) hehe... we were happy that he was really delighted with the gift.

But what was dissapointing was the fact my ex was there too, and it felt rather strange and awkward. We both were like sitting on separate tables and ignored each other. I was hoping to at least talk or say hi...but it didnt worked out that way. As time passed, I felt so uncomfortable as I didn't know anyone there except Michelle, and it was the same case with her too. (and imagine if I were to follow her car back, Daniel told me she was the one easiest in fetching me back T.T)

Finally, I decided to follow her to clubbing, so we went, ya but was kinda shocked seeing her friends... they are urm.. "really wild".

Had some drinks there and everything was cool(free that's why, someones paying) and nice except the end where.. I had to pay rm35 to take a taxi myself home, reason was? it was not on the way for her friends (I'd rather think that I was not a girl with a hole and that's why they were giving excuses, as according to the taxi driver which was a nice guy who took me back...) Ok, my first and the last of tagging along with her friends... :x

KL life, you get to see it all if you are daring enough, but dont get influenced or you might just throw your whole life away getting spoilt and corrupted. Learn to say no or avoid stuff that are wrong, that's the moral of it.

Still, I regretted whole on whole of not asking who else was going for his birthday... Next time, remember to check the list of friends who are going on a birthday... getting lost there is really... unpleasant.

Planetshakers conference

A friday to look forward to...finally having the project off my hands (due date was today, but somehow ended up passing up on the next day, ahha XD, story below...). So ya was looking forward to the last day of planetshakers concert in sunway. Was rushing my project like mad finishing up the parts that remain.. (you can imagine if I were to tell you after binding it the "book" was like 97 pages). And the thing is, I didn't know we had to pass up 2 copies! So ya I typed everything and complete it at 4.30pm where Roy was already halfway bugging me trying to tell me time is about to run out... :X

Finally, done, ran to the comp lab, printed the first copy and stumbled upon Hui Chin, who was also printing (we had to share the printer adn hers was 67+ pages, well nvm in the end it wasn't her that caused me to pass up the next day). Once done, binded the first copy adn though why not I submit one first.... So happily I walked into SCT and passed it up to the lady in charged and she said (it was already 5.40pm):"I'm sorry but you need two copies, alltogether complete and handed together at once..." Then I mentioned I only had one CD, and asked if she could wait for me to burn the other... she said:"Boy, listen, come back tomorrow, I have a lot of plans today and its friday..." So okayyyy, I have no choice but to take the next day, same with the case of Hui Chin, she forgot to bring another CD T.T

Was sighing when I walked back, was so so hoping to pass it up that day itself, but thank god she said the marks won't be cut(later stumbled upon rajesh and he told me the same thing, it is normal he said..)

So took a quick bath and went for planetshakers, and it was cool. Hving to meet lumae after like, 2 years? lol. She changed a lot, so did I, ahha. Was glad to meet she and her friend, Kirstin (hope I got the spelling right :x). We shopped around and ended up at KFC which I treated them to a dinner. At first it was kinda awkward, but well she's still lumae! ahha.... enjoyed that night...

Planetshakers was always rocking, the song they sang, the jumps they have, the sermons (the pastor was real funny) and got myself a PS T-Shirt, real cool..

On the way back with Roy, stumbled(many people I stumbled today after fyp, o.O) upon Khalil and George who was like... going for a drink! So they said they are waiting for Steven adn invited me and Roy along, since it's been hard for us to go out together after they were all graduates and working in KL... So ya we went to Sri Hartmas (since George said the place sell drinks real cheap..) We practically had to walk around choosing a place to drink!! ahahaha finally settled down at blackhole, ya I was the most drunk among them, was crapping and laughing the most, but it was memorably funny lol...

Finally reached home and slept at 4am =)

updateesss...

hey folks, sorry been away for some time...

some updates here, continuously as now I'm in a Cyber Cafe in Kuantan (due to the fact there's no internet in my house T.T )

life's good here...time to review back and to plan what's gonna happen after successfully finishing my degree.

Let's start updating...

A new leaf

A new leaf, a new beginning.

Life is beautiful, no point being sad over it.

A new day, and I'm over the past. Thanks for still taking me as a friend and as if nothing actually happened.

Yet, I still hope one day I could convince you, till that day comes, I'll treasure our friendship.

I will not give up.

"dont think she lost her feelings. i think she just cannot accept the fact of the past..."

"well...i can understand how she feels..
but if she really cannot accept den juz move on..tat's the best"

^Thanks for my friends who helped me out during these times. =)

i wanna die

dying...

how i wish life is easier...what is all this crap going on now... makes me wonder is life worth living. How much it takes to build and how fast things go wrong. Is god testing me? why...

let me just die....

i wanna start a brand new me, look for a good job, stop thiking about girls and earn my fat lumsum of $$$. I had enough.. I dunwan want to start something which ends so fast and friendship....down the drain? sometimes gone...

i feel horrible...

feel like....

banging myself on the wall...

drinking whisky till i die drunked...

jump down the building and let my bones shatter and bleed yet not dead...

and smoke myself to death...

broken, despair...

life sux at this moment... peace out.

Love..

Love,
is like a bed of thorns and roses,
it is never easy,
yet it is a challenge,
a mountain that needs to be climbed,
if two souls love each other...
Don't give up,
that's what I would say,
to any 2 people who are in love...
As long that love stands,
and holds its meaning,
nothing in this world can break it...
Coz love is the greatest.
-the end-

A brief moment of lost
When you care for someone,
you will feel depressed,
when that person avoids you...
it's worst if you don't know the reason,
of why is it happening.
You'll wonder,
did you do something wrong,
is the person losing the feeling...
towards you...
It is a time of despair,
as if you are losing someone precious...
As if it were all in the moments...

I miss that person today,
I didn't know what happened,
It could be yesterday's conversation...
All caught me by surprise...
all I could do is pray,
that the person would realise,
how much I care for her...
And to open her eyes,
to treasure it,
and to take care of it...
-the end-

gone are the days

College week, less then 6 more days to go. How fast the time flies...And I'm leaving this place I call my 2nd home.

Gonna miss all of it.

Learning it all the hard way

Still have 3 more important parts to go in project, and I haven't started Appendix. Gosh.

What a bad example of a good student.

I was once modelled as a good student, by a lot of lecturers, but I'm really dissapointed at myself being this STUPID, stupid coz I didn't manage my time well for it previously. I could have done much better, if I started at least...at least in June, things would be much more easier. I would have just to glance through the project a few times now to check for errrors. But no I didn't, instead I gave myself stupid excuses not to do it, going out with my ex gf during June to September and thinking that it wouldn't matter as I would still have time. Oh how wrong could I be, what a silly boy...wasting time like nobody's business and now 4 days before due date I have like tons to go, and even if I completed them, it would be of low quality. Sigh, really dissapointed.

I was too overconfident, even took note of a senior of mine who said she did it in one month (she's comp science student dammit why didn't I used my brains! Programmers can finish an application much faster then we noobs in BIS). I so so regret of the many mistakes I did during doing this project. Like spending free time in Intel not touching the documentation but being so focus at my work and my work only, and once I left there, everyone forgets me and I'm left with square one....where to look at next? my dumb final year project which I left there like ages. Stupidity...

The application alone, if I were to ask someone (really finding seniors by really contacting them and talk about it) wouldn't I have so much confidence I'm able to deliver a good piece of prototype application months before the due date? Why why did I first think I could complete the coding all by myself, and actually spending 2 months thinking which programming language is better. What was I thinking? There is no way I can complete it by myself... I didn't expect that, I thought I could do it, but I was very very very wrong. I couldn't. It was not like doing some assignment with a one week and you still can finish it. It is not. It is a huge huge project, like its name refers it to. I was dumb, stupid, lack of time management, over expecting myself, wasting time, didn't seriously look into my project earlier, simply believing what people have said, didn't look for help earlier, and lastly, not touching much of my documentation coz I thought that coding comes first. Ya rite...like in any godlike way am I gonna finish it.

Dumb. Stupid. Arrogant. Overconfident. Lazy.

I could only use those words to describe myself. And I learnt it all the hard way.

the departed

We always feel guilty of what we've done to the person after they're gone. True, it always happens. Happened to me when my late dad passed away 2 years back in december, around this month.

He wasn't that bad, he didn't smoke, drink or gamble. He provided us with all our needs, he was concern with our well being, our education etc. Yet he has one weakness, it is that he is short tempered, he scolds easily, making us afraid of him at times.

Yet we understood that he was a sick man (maybe sometimes using that sickness to cover up is not the way) and truly we understand (medication can make ppl flare easier). He passed away at 55 years, an age when people still look forward to having white hairs and sitting on a wheel chair and playing chess. Well he didn't got all those, and he even knew he could not last long, so much so he bought a new Vios one fine day without my mum knowing. She was shocked and utter speechless, coz usually he will discuss with her about buying cars, this time he did not. And ya after a few weeks he was gone, due to complications in kidney failure.

Life, we appreaciate less a person who is still alive, especially our love ones. It is till the day that they are gone, then you'll understand how much their presence mean in our lives.

Take my dad, after he was gone, mum kept saying that the house doesn't feel the same anymore, it is so much more quiet without dad. I felt it too, where I don't hear Wah Lai Toi been on everyday, I don't hear someone on that same chair on the corner looking at the TV or reading newspaper anymore. I don't get to talk to him anymore. It all felt rather, strange.

Value and appreaciate your parents. Don't wait till they are gone to do something. Even giving them the best funeral money can buy, won't be able to compare with all the love you can give them while they are still alive.

















My family photo^. May you rest in peace dad. A tribute to the man.

End.

There's a thing about being young

Stumbled upon some of my friend's friends blogs... wow looking at the generation gap, I guess people like us are really getting old, and diffrent! I can't barely imagine how my kids are gonna grow up like one day, and what they'll be when they are older. When I was 17, hmm the things I could remember:

1. Going to school
2. Come back from school, watch tv (seriously I can't imagine life without Astro)
3. Computers are like for games only (no internet, pathetic rite)
4. Read newspaper if really bored and need to catch up with latest news
5. Go out, to those lame shopping malls in Kuantan (visit all KL shopping malls and you'll know what I mean)
6. Go to TC beach (which I still miss till this day, though it'll be bored if you go there everyday)
7. At home? Talk crap with mum debates seek advice and stuff, chatter and mutter with dad
8. Read readers digest? (haha I quit when I was form 4 as my dad stopped ordering and I almost covered all the older issues)
9. Go to church (ahh this is meaningful, started only after form 4, im a convert)
10. Cinema? (like when there is a real good movie my gang is dying to watch for)
11. Badminton (Like once every week in Teo or semambu court)
12. Cycling (Haha still rmbr this one, there was one holiday I was so bored I even cycled to the city a few times, like cars rushing on the opposite side, talk bout adrenaline rush lol)
13. And I didn't even have a GF (only started after 20 in college)
14. I dunno what is internet (like seriously, even email..all I've learnt it after I came to college o_O)
15. Study, like how am I not gonna pass my spm if I don't do so? x.x
16. Hmm wat else, yah, I'm as innocent as a baby

a new blog is born-ed...

Fellas,

Do me a FAVOR k?

visit my fren's blog, she just opend one and need some serioussss trafficc!!! dunwan those nice posts to go unnoticed rite? RITE?? *pokes*

Her Address:
http://starstrucklumazze.blogspot.com/
(add if u want to...she's a good writer ;)

Printscreen somemore, ahahaha im nuts:

Andy Lau's movie...

Can't resist to write about this...such heroic enthusiasm as shown in his once again "world class" acting. Andy Lau did it this time, seldom have I've seen him acting in such vigor.

Battle of the Wits

An impressive piece of work. I just love seeing a good movie done and giving credits to it.

15k and plans for freedom.

Ok trying not to tok bout proj then suddenly felt that need to blog this down. Project no of words... 15k.. nuts. I'm so gonna laugh even if its 8k. Gosh 15k. In less the 2 weeks.

I really deserve a fail. Sigh.

Ok dont think negative, smiles back =)

Hmm...

Plans for next week...

1. Pass up fyp no matter wat.
2. Go planetshakers concert
3. Meet up with friends
4. Kbox gathering
5. Meet mum and sis
6. Balik Kuantan.

Ahh.. Cant wait. Hur hur.

The funny thing about love.

Something me and Kelvin chat about quite some time ago...

"I don't understand why we get hurt and all that when falling in love, and yet somehow we still want it!"

Me: "Yah true, it's like we don't mind getting hurt, sleepless nights, arguments and stuff. It's like... in the end it's all worth it."

"Funny... Till this day I still don't understand."

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Even I could not comprehend it. Why would people fall in love knowing that it might not last? that you will get hurt in the process, scarred or even traumatised? Yet with it, comes love, warmth, someone to care for you, hope, counsel and lots more.

Is it worth it? To me it is always worth it.

loving someone.

Just wanna say, I love you alot.

Can't believe we both fell for each other.

Yet, truly, I could find no one like you...

Miss you, {someone}.

Curiousity

Sometimes I wonder where life is leading me to? Issit to a good wife one day? a good job? a future with a family? I always ask God, where I am being lead to. Truly I do not know. And there is always that spark of curiousity that you are dying to know. What is going to happen 1 year from now? Will I be happy? or sad? What will I lose? or gain? So much to ask, yet so little we know...

My future ahead of me, to me right now, seems rather blurry and uncertain. I dunno what job will I be getting, who will I be marrying, what will I be doing?

Stuff like that...just keeps me wondering. And wondering...

Dear God, direct my sails...amen.

super tiring wasai

today is truly a tiring day.

can't wait to graduate. Dotz.

I wanna talk about something cheerful

Enough of fyp, I dont even care if I pass or fail anymore. I wanna change topic from now on.

Before that, woke up today with a bad stomach ache. Sigh went to toilet 3 times all very closely timed. Hope will recover.

And yea, got my new deviantart site where I'm gonna post up all my artwork ^_^ (dont have the luxury of time to post everything yet, but soon...)

here's the site:

http://davidtcf.deviantart.com

sorry been MIA so long...

Didn't have to mood to blog, so I'm back...yada yada...

Dunno what to blog... yada yada...

Just that been busy with coding the fyp application, yada yada...

Yea that's all I guess.

>__> will be fully back soon...if I have the mood to. Haihz...

Maybe its the rainy days...maybe men do have PMS... or maybe...

I'm just too sick of my project...

bingo. It is...it is my friend...

Once I'm done with it, I'm so so so gonna throw a Jalur Gemilang and run in the streets of Kuantan (maybe in my dream) and like spent my whole day in Kuantan watching endless endless tv and ASTRO and go all out enjoying.

Ya man. Holidays. Coolness.

Yes David. Think positive. Gambate ~

Karaoke Saturday nite with kbox ppl =P

This I have to post. Went yest to Karaoke with a bunch of forummers from kokorobox.

Sang some usual songs and not so usual. But Qiqi was great! She sang like a pro. *respect* Gonna go for audition so we accompanied in her training at red box Lowyat...

Below the pics:



Mskgod:



Me and Qiqi:




Mskgod was a nice dude...we both clicked easily. Qiqi was cute! ^^ Kelvin88 pics are missing =.= but he was a nice guy, though a bit quiet, haha the place was really noisy, cant be blame...

Overall a nice karaoke experience with them. Gambate to qiqi, hope she can win something back from that singing competition.

Peace ^^V

sorry so long no update...

been busy with fyp and dunno wat to update...

so will leave this blank... *seriously I need a camera phone or I'll just end up not having anything to post.

Take for today example, went to my fren's Jo's wedding and everyone is busy taking pics except me. I don't have a camera! >.<

Btw, his wedding was great! The mass was nice... Got a chance to seat on a Mercedez S class coz Kenneth was driving it and he gave me a short ride from the church entrance to the place they were having lunch. Although just a few minutes but the car was perfect... PERFECTO I mean...definately gonna miss it...it was light and as if you were floating in it. The seats and suspension was awesome too... (now I know why ppl buy these cars) ^^"

Congratz to Jo and Marianne! Hope they have a happy marriage ahead! Can't wait to see their babies soon! Both so pretty, the kids shud be reli cute!

=D that's all for now. Do pray I could get my hands on a camera handphone! >.< =P

I'm in library waiting...for semangat to do final year project...

Aihhhhhh, come here for 1 hour end up surfing, sien sien aaa!!!

I've wasted my time once more, but sometimes it can't be helped, YOU JUST DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO DO SOMETHING THAT YOU REALLY OUGHT TO BE DOING...

Yea that's my theory I guess, can't be help...happens once in a blue moon when you lost the semangatz...

(some random baby pic to describe how I'm feeling:)



it actually looks kinda scary @@

>.<"""

KENOT ONLINE AGAIN, SORRY FOLKS BLOCK B2 GOT SOME MAJOR ISSUE WEI

sorry arh....stupid block b2 keep dc for dunno what reason, zzz.

Cant stand it. The stupid construction making our whole block suffer.

I will be back...I mean online in college on weekdays while doing my project. The line here is very unstable. Like able to online for 15-20 mins and down for 30 to 1 hour.

It's mad. DRIVING ME NUTS... AND MY HOUSEMATES TOO T.T

Worst thing is, only our block b2 is effected. You say la, how sui can this sui get...

The Prestige

Just figured I had to write about this.

On cool movie by Christopher Nolan (Director of Batman Begins). It was an awesome experience seeing some of Nolan's work, where it never stops puzzling you on the actual thing that is happening. The scene very similiar to Batman Begins, yet this one concentrating on the rivalry of two magicians.

More info here:

Rotten Tomatoes Critics:
http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/prestige/

Wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Prestige

Things cant get any better

Just woke up, like from a night lack of sleep.

I want the usual old days, where I wake up for something, eiher a class or for work. Now, I wake up only to know my fyp is gonna be tough, and wondering would I do it today. Even so, how much?

I'm tired of it, tired of carrying this "baby" for 1 year 3 months. It gets really...bothersome. And it's not as easy said then done in finishing it, as if IT CANT BE FINISHED. Now that's the scary part. It's huge. I have no regrets not starting it earlier. How can I? Commitments, assignments, exams, industrial etc.

Well, one thing I don't understand. Why must we do an engineering project? We are meant to be doing study based. BIS students are just not cut out for programming. Never understood it.

Still, I will preservere, no matter wat. No matter if, during the next month I will be sleeping less doing it, skipping dota, digging my eyes staring at it. As long it is COMPLETED.

I seldom give up. I mean I don't. And I can't.

"O God, help me complete my project in due time. I'm sorry if I had been lazy or negligent, or just wasting time. I had tried O Lord, but many times failed to progress deeper with it. Help me manage my time, for there is little time left. All I ask is that I pass this final module dear God. Assist me in any way possible. And I will put on all my effort in it. Amen."

6am...and I cant sleep.

Gosh I hate this sort of scenario. Went to bed at 3.30am, but its 6am now. And I dunno why I can't sleep.

Have ya all ever experience such shits? Its horrible. I had to wake up and make myself tired on the comp and try going back to zzzz again.

Ok I know I'm sounding weird now. But ya know, it's what every person on earth faces once in a while in their lifetime. Uh-huh, no kidding.

Probably I'm missing someone too much, or simply I'm too worried for my fyp. I dunno...

"Dear God, grant me the serenity to rest in peace this day, help me not to worry. Lift my hearts of my loneliness and my agony now O Lord. I don't know what your plan is, but I surrender them to you. All I ask in return in the peace for my soul. Amen."

Back to zzz. Nite.

latest play list

Just writing down to help me remember....these guys are so hard to remember of...their names are so goddamm unique

Don't Dream It's Over(smallville theme song) - Sixpence

Say It Isn't So
Anyone of Us - Gareth Gates

High - James Blunt

These Words
Single
Unwritten
I Bruise Easily- Natasha Bedingfield

Haih why so hard to remember the names one sometimes...am I dat old ar? Alot ppl say I forgot names and stuffs easily..

But I can easily remember what happened the previous days, or stuffs in the past! Funny huh :X

Gundam Strike Noir GAT-X105E [Stargazer]

Built my newly arrive gundam today:

Strike Noir (Stargazer) from peggy today...took me 3 hours to build it :sweat: ;D











A very cool gundam indeed!!!

=D

Guess what?

MY CONNECTION GOT BLOCKED COZ I FORGOT TO PAY MY HOSTEL RENTAL!!!!

crap...

but, thing is:

WHY DOES IT GOTTA TAKE 2 FREAKING WORKING DAYS TO UNBLOCK IT???!!!

double crap...

which makes me:

STAYING UP IN THE STUPID NOISY LIBRARY JUST TO SURF THE NET...

which excludes of:

BLASTING MY SPEAKERS

DC++

HAVING MY OWN PRIVATE SPACE

DOTA

...

Zzzz

I think...I am a net addict :x but who is not these days?

CNX sux

Useless CNX, *pipiaks CNX

I've been waiting the whole day just for them to fix it....till they close at 6pm....still cant freaking settle it...

it's just a simple "automatic private address" issue. It's either my line is blocked or....someone using router....or the server is really screwed up. But both of my other housemates can online!!! So means its effecting my physical address only? WTH???!!!!

Hey CNX, I paid my bills and everything, don't f**kin do this to me coz it's f**king unfair man. Go hunt down those who use routers and effect other people's network for godsake...

remember people...CNX....gosh I'm so gonna boycott them now...here's their site:
http://www.cnx.com.my/services/default.asp?links_id=280

I feel damm bodo. Now library gonna close adi...

Called them twice and problem not fixed. They deserve this shit.

^Say no to CNX

Karaoke

Went karaoke with Rockyphang, Devince, Ah Wai and me...

It was like 3-7pm. First time I ever karaoke that LONG. They say I sang well... x.x But really I was just singing my usual...

Abit about my singing history. Well before I became a catholic, I was in this free church call Bretherens. They sort of can see that I have this singing talent during the time I sang in their Sunday church meeting. Ok so that was something adiii.... Then once I became a catholic, I had this passion to join their church choir which I did for one year. It was really nice... and the church choir lead always say I sing well: "good job david, you sang well" o.O Then I have to paiseh paiseh reply "thank you".

Don't ask me about it, I sendiri pun tak tau. I join those two newly also I sang and they praise me. Maybe it is talent. Haha but dont ask me to join competitions, I'm not that leng chai or my voice that captivating yet. I sing for church and for karaoke only haha!

I especially love to sing Jay Chou songs, they are so niceee... and yest I figure Maroon 5 was really well suited me too, after what devince said I sounded like them x.x

Haha the rock songs busted us out, very tiring! Simple Plan Shut Up and Zombie was nuts. We tried singing Aerosmith "I Could Stay Awake" (Armegedon) song too, that was also nuts! haha. But it was cool, lucky today I woke up with my sore throat gone, praise god.

Singing is my passion, I hope to join choir again once I have the time. ^^

Devince forgive me kay, just wanna be humble. =P

Met eVy yesterday!!

Me and kiddo had a nice yumcha session with evy yesterday.

Was very nice indeed. Glad that we were able to meet her up.

My view of online friends is this, after some experiences with them. I have to emphasize this once more, online is still online, and people only really uncover their true self once they meet. It is as simple as that. Meeting up in real life just opens up a diffrent relationshiop, conversation, view of the person etc altogether!! And that is why it is so important to meet up after a period of time, which is not too LONG....

If it went well, people who knew online after meeting up, will surely get closer. But if it doesn't, like both figure that they can't really click or accept the other person well, then it's ok too! At least you knew the fact of the reality. Coz in real life, not everyone can click with everyone that simply. There is still preferences over people, attitudes, personalities etc...

That is why I'm glad to meet up with eVy. We have chatted for quite some time, and now after meeting up we were closer! As simple as forging a trust of friendship...

As with kiddo, I don't really even know him that well in the forum... but during the BBQ, we found out we click real well! And yest he and me were together "interviewing" her....haha LOL. Kidding we just had nothing better to do (NBTD) and decided to meet old time forum friends.

See how meeting up changes the dimension of an online friendship to something much more real and tangible.

That's all. Just my 2 cents on how online friendships should be ;)

Nothing much to write on..

Seems so diffrent then comparing the time I was at Intel. I had so so much to write on...now? Seeshhh... almost nothing x.x

Sorry folks, just blank today... Just woke up and thinking, hmm wat should I write for my blog, answer is: I have ALMOST NOTHING good to write about..

Imagine waking up everyday without classes, and all it rings in the head is Final Year Project... Argh x.x

I wanna graduate and move on to the next phase of my life where I work for something, storing up money for a purpose and get settle down when the time is right. It's like this nature thing inside of me that is saying: "Ok enough of the study crap!!! Let's do something really meaningful"...That's why I'm planning to leave master aside till I'm ready and have something that I really wanna study, which is masters in management(requires at least 5 years of working experience from what I've heard).

I just had enough of all the IT crap which just makes you even crappier if you aren't the best in the technical field of it. (I am not, that's why I'm shifting away to something I really wanna do, be a manager some day and deal with people.)

That's all I guess. Don't wanna bore you reading to my thoughts. =P

To my special friends

wow, I'm so glad to know u ppl. Especially during my time back home I was dead boriiiiing!!!!

Thanks to 2 ppl who are really dear to me now (ahem as a friend ya....)

Susan

Evy

Maybe its that hard being single sometimes, that you need someone to talk with on sms, msn, forum u name it... They have been real supportive, and would like to extend my gratitude to both of them.

And of course, my constant blog visitors:

Qikibulat

Devince

Cheers

Licia

You guys just make my blog more vibrant then ever! Thank you! Friends forever!! Will cherish you all in my heart.

Tomorrow i balik ^^

Abit fast and unexpected, but really got tons to do back home...no choice...

KL I'm heading back... soon.

God, gimme the grace to work on my FYP. And the preserverance to do it. Help not to distract me while working on it and please be with me always when I'm back. Thank you Lord, for everything.
Amen.

Tomorrow....homecoming

Back to kuantan tomorrow, for a one week retreat. Looking forward to going back. Missing home lately.

Home, a place no other place can be compared with. A place where we grow, play, interact, argue etc.

Looking forward to tomorrow. Can't wait.

open sesame

You Are 69% Open

You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly. And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint. You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!

How Open Are You?

Wow...nice.

90%???

Your Attitude is Better than 90% of the Population

You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

How's Your Attitude?

Another quiz breaker lol xD... Attitude is everything...

education hmm

Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules. You Should Study: Art Art history Architecture Comparative religions Eastern religion Education Music Philosophy

What Should You Study?

Interesting, maybe I should go for the courses above, lol. Sounds so so art. xD

Surreal?

You Are Surrealism

Dreamy and idealistic, you've created a world that is all your own. It's very likely that you've either dabbled in drugs or are naturally trippy. You are always trying to push beyond the boundaries of your culture and society. You believe that art, love, and freedom can change the world.

What Art Movement Are You?

Please....I dont take drugs, wth x.x

Kinda true about my art...

More quizzes

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

lovee.....lol

2.12am in the morning

I've been sleeping later and later and waking up like 11am or 12pm

I dunno why, but.... I miss doing such things, and I know yada-yada, it's bad for the eyes and such and shinnitz, but I DONT GIVE A DAMM....

Feu, that released my compulsion... After going through HELL in my industrial, I missed all these, staying up late, playing dota, having to do anything I want without my sis nagging at my ears, walking to pyramid with roy and just watch any shitty (or good movie, pardon me), eating my favourite nasi lemak at medan, and yah, most of all....

I AM A FARKING FREE MAN...

*shit, did I just overdo the swearing part...

>__>

Blogs can sometimes be dangerous.

xD

Yup, free free fili fala fing... Nothing is better then feeling free from a huge burden on your backs... makes you feel like you wanna fall and drop dead.

End. Off to sleep at 2.20am.

Nite. *lights off.

FYP Monday jia you!

Today I shall go serious...FYP!!! Must do as much as I can!!AAaaaaaa

Chill dude chill...don't so gek tong....

*swt -_-"

*pushes david to open the Word document...

Shit I'm facing split personality, LOL.

白色风车 | Bai Se Feng Che | White Windmills

词: 周杰伦
Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Lyrics: Jay Chou

曲: 周杰伦
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

Translation: catseyes - www.jay-chou.net

白色的风车 安静的转着
bai se de feng che / an jing de zhuan zhe
The white windmills whirling silently

真实的感觉 梦境般遥远
zhen shi de gan jue / meng jing ban yao yuan
The feeling of reality appears so surreal

甜甜的海水 复杂的眼泪
tian tian de hai shui / fu za de yan lei
The beautiful sea, the intricate tears

看你傻笑着 握住我的手
kan ni sha xiao zhe / wo zhu wo de shou
Watching your silly grin, clasping my hand

梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好
meng xi wang mei you jing tou / wo men zou dao zhe jiu hao
I hope this dream has no end, so let's just walk till here

因为我不想太快走完这幸福
yin wei wo bu xiang tai kuai zou wan zhe xin fu
Because i don't wish for this bliss to end so soon

很可惜没有祝福 当爱你并不孤独 不会再让你哭
heng ke xi mei you zhu fu / dang ai ni bing bu gu du / bu hui zai ran ni ku
It is a pity that there is no blessing, I don't feel lonely at all when loving you, i won't let you cry again

我背你走到最后 能不能不要回头
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bu yao hui tou
I carry you till the end, can we not turn back

你紧紧地抱住我 说你不需要承诺
ni jing jing de bao zhu wo / shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
You embraced me, telling me you don't need any promises

你说我若一个人会比较自由
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
You said I will have more freedom if i am by myself

我不懂你说什么 反正不会松手
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me / fan zheng bu hui song shou
I don't understand what you said, regardless, i won't let go of your hands

我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
I carry you till the end, can we not think too much

会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou / wan yi dian zai dao jing tou
Will we still be holding hands, reaching later to the end

你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian / zi wei le shun jian
You said we shouldn't meet anymore just for this brief moment

谢谢你让我听见 因为我在等待永远
xie xie ni ran wo ting jian / yin wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan
Thanks for letting me know, for i will be here waiting for eternity

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Not bad... ;)

Sad song - another favourite

退后 | Tui Hou | Stepping Back

曲：周杰倫
Qu : Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

詞：宋健彰
Ci: Song Jian Jang
Lyrics: Devon Song

Lyrics from NovemberRain here

Translation: Ling - www.jay-chou.net

天空灰得像哭过
tian kong hui de xiang ku guo
The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried

离开你以后
li kai ni yi hou
After leaving you

並沒有更自由
bing mei you gen zi you
(I) did not regain more freedom

酸酸的空氣
suan suan de kong qi
(From) the air

嗅出我们的距离
xiu chu wo men de ju li
(I) smelt our distance


一幕锥心的结局
yi mu zui xin de jie ju
A heart breaking ending

像呼吸般无法停息
xiang hu xi ban wu fa ting xi
is continuous just like breathing

抽屉泛黄的日记
chou ti fan huang de ri ji
The yellowing diary lied in the drawer

榨乾了回憶
zha gan le hui yi
(had) pressed dried [our] memories

那笑容是夏季
na xiao rong shi xia ji
That smile is summer


你我的过去
ni wo de guo qu
Our past

被順時針的忘记
bei shun shi zhen de wang ji
Has been forgotten as time goes by

缺氧过后的爱情
que yang guo hou de ai qing
Love after anoxia (lack of oxygen)

粗心的眼泪是多余
cu xin de yan lei shi duo yu
Careless tears are unnecessary


我知道你我都没有错
wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo
I know that the fault is not in either one of us

只是忘了怎么退后
zhi shi wang le ze me tui hou
We just forgot how to step back

信誓旦旦给了承诺
xin shi dan dan gei le cheng nuo
We made promises to each other with confidence

却被时间扑了空
que bei shi jian pu le kong
Yet it has been emptied by time


我知道我们都没有错
wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo
I know that the fault is not in either one of us

只是放手会比较好过
zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo
It's just that letting go would make things easier

最美的爱情回忆里待續
zui mei de ai qing hui yi li dai xu
The most beautiful love is to be continued in [my] memory

Qian Li Zhi Wai

千里之外 | Qian Li Zhi Wai | A Thousand Miles Away (Faraway)
曲：周杰倫
Qu : Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

詞：方文山
Ci: Fang Wen Shan
Lyrics: Vincent Fang

Lyrics from jaywife provided by cs_omigosh here

Translation: Ling & cs_omigosh - www.jay-chou.net

屋簷如懸崖* 風鈴如滄海 我等燕歸來
Wu yan ru xuan yai* / feng ling ru cang hai / wo deng yan gui lai
The roof is like a cliff, wind chimes like the ocean, and I am waiting for the swallow to return.


時間被安排 演一場意外 你悄然走開
Shi jian bei an pai / yan yi chang yi wai / ni qiao ran zou kai
Time is scheduled to act out the accident of you leaving quietly.

故事在城外 濃霧散不開 看不清對白
Gu shi zai cheng wai / nong wu shan bu kai / kan bu qing dui bai
The story occurred outside the city (where) there were thick fogs. (I) can’t see the dialogue clearly.

你聽不出來 風聲不存在 是我在感慨
Ni ting bu chu lai / feng sheng bu cun zai / shi wo zai gan kai
You can’t tell (that) the wind chimes never sounded. It was my exasperation.


夢醒來 是誰在窗臺 把結局打開
Meng xing lai / shi shui zai chuang tai / ba jie ju da kai
Awakened (from my) dream, who stood by the window sill and opened the ending.

那薄如蟬翼的未來 經不起誰來拆
Na bo ru chan yi de wei lai / jing bu qi shui lai zhe
The future is as thin as the cicada’s wing and can’t withstand being torn by anyone.


我送你離開 千里之外 你無聲黑白
Wo song ni li kai / qian li zhi wai / ni wu sheng hei bai
I send you off to a thousand miles away. (My mental image of you) is silent, black and white

沈默年代 或許不該 太遙遠的相愛
Chen mo nian dai / huo xu bu gai / tai yao yuan de xiang ai
Perhaps a love so far apart shouldn’t exist in this silent era.

我送你離開 天涯之外 你是否還在
Wo song ni li kai / tian yai* zhi wai / ni shi fou hai zai
I send you away beyond the end of Earth. Are you still there?


琴聲何來 生死難猜 用一生 去等待
Qing sheng he lai / sheng si nan cai / yong yi sheng / qu deng dai
Where is the zither** sound coming from? It’s hard to predict life and death. (I will) use (my) whole life to wait.


聞淚聲入林 尋梨花白 只得一行 青苔
Wen lei sheng ru ling / xun li hua bai / zhi de yi hang / qing tai
I enter the woods upon hearing tears. (I) search for a white flower, but only get a row of moss.

天在山之外 雨落花台 我兩鬢斑白
Tian zai shan zhi wai / yu luo hua tai / wo liang xu ban bai
The sky is far away from the mountain. The rain falls on the flower garden. My hair has become white.

聞淚聲入林 尋梨花白 只得一行 青苔
Wen lei sheng ru ling / xun li hua bai / zhi de yi hang / qing tai
I enter the woods upon hearing tears. (I) search for a white flower, but only get a row of moss.

天在山之外 雨落花台 我等你來
Tian zai shan zhi wai / yu luo hua tai / wo deng ni lai
The sky is far away from the mountain. The rain falls on the flower garden. I wait for you to come.


一身琉璃白 透明著塵埃 你無瑕的愛
Yi shen liu li bai / tou ming zhe chen ai / ni wu xia de ai
Wearing clear white clothes, the transparency shows dust and your flawless love.

你從雨中來 詩化了悲哀 我淋濕現在
Ni chong yu zhong lai / shi hua le bei ai / wo lin shi xian zai
You come from the rain and transform sorrow into a poem and I am now wet.

芙蓉水面采 船行影猶在 你卻不回來
Fu rong shui mian cai / chuan xing ying you zai / ni que bu hui lai
A lotus floats on the water. It seems as if the shadows of the boat sails are still there, but you still won’t return.

被歲月覆蓋 你說的花開 過去成空白
Bei sui yue fu gai / ni shuo de hua kai / guo qu cheng kong bai
Covered by time, the flower that you said would blossom has become emptiness in the past.


夢醒來 是誰在窗臺 把結局打開
Meng xing lai / shi shui zai chuang tai / ba jie ju da kai
Awakened (from my) dream, who stood by the window sill and opened the ending.

那薄如蟬翼的未來 經不起誰來拆
Na bo ru chan yi de wei lai / jing bu qi shui lai zhe
The future is as thin as the cicada’s wing and can’t withstand being torn by anyone.


我送你離開 千里之外 你無聲黑白
Wo song ni li kai / qian li zhi wai / ni wu sheng hei bai
I send you off to athousand miles away (My mental image of you) is silent and black and white

沈默年代 或許不該 太遙遠的相愛
Chen mo nian dai / huo xu bu gai / tai yao yuan de xiang ai
Perhaps a love so far apart shouldn’t exist in this silent era.

我送你離開 天涯之外 你是否還在
Wo song ni li kai / tian yai* zhi wai / ni shi fou hai zai
I send you away beyond the end of Earth. Are you still there?


琴聲何來 生死難猜 用一生 去等待
Qin sheng he lai / sheng si nan cai / yong yi sheng / qu deng dai
Where is the zither** sound coming from? It’s hard to predict life and death. (I will) use (my) whole life to wait.


Translation notes:
*崖 is romanized as yai, but it is pronounced more as ya
**Even though "琴 (qin)“is a generic term for many string instruments, "zither" will be most accurate for this context as the song is set in olden days China (as in the MV).

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Jay Chou's latest hit song. Qian Li Zhi Wai from his album Still Fantasy. My favourite currently. =)


Enjoy:

saturday....1 week after my internship over

I am a new person, as if a new being, born after a resurection, freedom is my cause.. as if a phoenix.

Heck, wth I'm toking about. -_-

Yea, feels so freee....I still havent reli start on FYP. Great amount of discipline. Can someone push me to do it? Use watever method, I dont care....as long I get my ass off and start taking it serious.

FYP, as describe by Kate yesterday: "It is your baby, and now it seems to get more troublesome isn't it? I used to feel that way too. "

=.=" What does babies gotta do wth FYP. *sweats...

*X-files music playing*

twillight perio-rama in Final Year Project....

Headache giler!!!

Woke up today morning around 5 something with an awful headache!! It's like so sudden and painful and I dunno why it came...

*O_O* Painnnnn...

After, that I telan one panadol and it stopped...Now feeling much much better. Arghhh...

Too stress I guess, stupid industrial attachment report -_- Let me get over it and I'll... be free once more.

Life sux when you're burned out, guess I went through that last nite...was pushing myself to finish the report and slept at 2am.

It's not easy being at the top...me being selected as a role model for other students just becoz of my internship in Intel, I wonder how real can it be...or is it the Intel brand name all along. Fake or real? God knows...I just wanna graduate and get the heck outta here. -_-

Like what this quote means:

Quote: “Life isn't meant to be easy. It's hard to take being on the top - or on the bottom. I guess I'm something of a fatalist. You have to have a sense of history, I think, to survive some of these things... Life is one crisis after another.” - Richard M. Nixon, American President

It's hard being at the top or at the bottom. That's life. Just lemme be low profile, and be appreaciated for what I do. I dont care about recognition from the whole world, I just wanna live life....and contribute to the society. Famous? I rather not.

Let's hope my 5 minutes speech next week to 3 diffrent departments (BIS, BICT and BITN) will go well. Crowds...and I'm given 5 minutes, how better can it get? (try structuring your speech/presentation for a 5 minute talk and you'll know why) Gimme half an hour to 1 hour and I wouldn't complain.

Pray for me, I need tons of it. =(

New 512 DDR RAM

Wow, I went to pyramid today to buy new DDR 512 RAM becoz my comp is getting slower with the current 256 RAM. =.=

So what the heck, I forked out RM230 for the 512 RAM, and it was a blessing!!! Now my comp is like a high end processor core 2! lol lol.

Can multitask and games are smooth...

Didnt know RAM makes such a huge diffrence @@ It was really well worth it. I had lagging issues before this...and now no issues at all.

Fixing the RAM at first was tricky...you have to push in real hard, and make sure the comp is able to detect it. Finally it did, what a relive after like...2 attempts. LOL..

My job money, the end of it.

Last Day of internship

Last day at intel..

*sniff...

Sayonara Intel. Gua akan selalu kenangi mu.

About love

Wow is this a coincidence? o.o Maybe God is trying to tell me something.

Posted it up as a bible quote, and today while reading the daily reading, got this:

Reading 1
1 Cor 12:31-13:13

Brothers and sisters:
Strive eagerly for the greatest spiritual gifts.

But I shall show you a still more excellent way.

If I speak in human and angelic tongues
but do not have love,
I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal.
And if I have the gift of prophecy
and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge;
if I have all faith so as to move mountains,
but do not have love, I am nothing.
If I give away everything I own,
and if I hand my body over so that I may boast
but do not have love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It is not jealous, love is not pompous,
it is not inflated, it is not rude,
it does not seek its own interests,
it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury,
it does not rejoice over wrongdoing
but rejoices with the truth.
It bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails.
If there are prophecies, they will be brought to nothing;
if tongues, they will cease;
if knowledge, it will be brought to nothing.
For we know partially and we prophesy partially,
but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.
When I was a child, I used to talk as a child,
think as a child, reason as a child;
when I became a man, I put aside childish things.
At present we see indistinctly, as in a mirror,
but then face to face.
At present I know partially;
then I shall know fully, as I am fully known.
So faith, hope, love remain, these three;
but the greatest of these is love.

How long do I actually read the daily readings? Like ages. And suddenly this pops up.

And indeed sadly, the world we know today has less and less understanding of what love really is. And this passage explains it to the fullest.

Love, great, everlasting, and perfect.

Just to explain what I'm doing currently..

Hehe, I know there are people out there really confuse over what I'm doing here, so I'm gonna start explaining in brief...hope you're ready for this:


About Me
Name: Tay Cheng Fong (David)
Age: 21
Place of study: Sunway University College
Course: BSc. (Hons) Degree in Business Information Systems, University of Portsmouth (3+0)
Graduation Date: December 2006

About MBS AD&S
MBS – Materials Business Solutions
AD&S – Application Development and Sustaining
Purpose: to develop, sustain and support apps that are used by Materials
Method used: Mostly using a methodology call XP and some conventional methodology like waterfall model.

1st Task
CFS
•Converting the old CFS into new SharePoint CFS
•transition of CFS
•Show demo to users
•Backup of CFS
Reason: to let the non technical users maintain the site themselves.

Old CFS:

















New CFS:


















2nd task:
XP Consultation
Longest project – 1 month of research
Main resource: ADUG (Agile Development User Group) in Intel
(XP is one of the many sub software methodologies of Agile)
Suggest improvements for our XP team
Focus on TFS, CI, and VersionOne.

An Example of an XP methodology explained in diagram (you can know more about it here and here):











Not going in depth, as CI is too complicated and TFS(click here) looks like some Visual Studio thingy. VersionOne you can learn more here (too expensive, price is scary)

So, I recommended my final resolution and they agreed to the plan, viola. Mission Accomplish. Consultancy is just something I might get into once I graduated.

Other things I have learn:
Given tasks to program in .NET
First time exposed to .NET
Learned C#, VB.net, SQL

*Other information are Intel's confidential.

Yup. That's all. =)

I've reveal what is "allowed" I guess, lol. Those are "some" of the things I did, I guess there is more.

Looking forward to working here one day, maybe in Intel Penang. Cyberjaya would be real lucky if I can get into. The site here is too small and very specific in terms of job (technical mostly, programmers etc)

I'm a pro-intel!! (AMD bluek pui pui) Nyahaha... XD

Breakthrough with a tool

My colleague Kok Chung had some problem switching from the Team Explorer's Source Safe to Visual Source Safe 6.0. Now the problem is solved! Prevented him from the need to uninstall Team Explorer.

All thanks to the MSDN forum below:
MSDN Team Systems Forum

And the life saver link which the forummer gave me:
DevHawk Blog

It's so easy! XD Screenshots:

Love it! =D

Switching is just as easy as extracting the file, running the exe...choosing the desired Source Safe, and done! Wow amazing...

~cheers.

What I am

Ok that's all...need some rest from taking the tests..lol.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

sembilan puluh dua peratus XD

o.O...lol

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 92%

It's almost certain you'll be a multimillionaire. Just keep doing what you're doing. You are good with money, a creative thinker, and an ethical person. You might be the next Donald Trump!

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

I'm an ENTJ

ENTJ once again, nyahaha... XD

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others. Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise. Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

What's Your Personality Type?

cool persona test

Oooo.... lucky i'm still a 23% kid inside XD

You Are 77% Grown Up, 23% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

wth? o.O

What the....I'm not that high in EQ wei...or am I? o.O

Hey guys, take this to prove I'm wrong x.x

Your EQ is 153

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

my department's visit was awesome

Aweeesome...that's what I can say. It went on too well!! It was unbelievable.

I was like :O when my co-ordinator Sherly told me it was the best internship visit she ever attend and the best presentation so far...

Wow. Just blew my hats off...

Fantastic...she even said I could get an award for this...And Puvana said that she wants me to present it to the group of people in Sunway BIS course.

Collaboration, at first I thought it was gonna be bad..but it ended up great! Everything went smoothly and it was a good deal. Starting off with internship collboration, maybe 1-2 a year...going on for 3-5 years and move on to more collaboration in education, such as programmes, and talks etc...Intel may even visit Sunway's SCT one day, courtesy of Eng Hoo's call.

Wow. Sherly did it this time. I was so afraid that it was gonna fail, the collaboration.

And I didn't expect my presentation was that good! LOL XD Thanks to Ching Yee my manager for those extra editing with my slides and supervising me. ^^ She is not that bad after all!!

Gundam SEED Screenshots

^^ The reasons why I like Gundam....And the above is just Gundam SEED...gonna post up Gundam SEED Destiny pics.

The story of war is just amazing, telling how humanity should avoid it. The complexity that came with the ability of cloning/making perfect humans(genetic engineering), like one of the pilots above, Kira Yamato. His suffering of seeing those of his friends died...And he himself being forced to join the military. Since he is a perfect clone, he can handle a gundam perfectly(two gundams which he pilots are Gundam Strike and Freedom - both exceptionally agile becoz of his piloting skills). Yet he is a peacekeeper at heart, he wanted the wars to stop...and finally, he quit Zaft, and joined ORB, bringing in his good friend Athrun(also from Zaft)...and together fighting for a more peaceful Earth and space(Zaft has a satelite base orbitting earth, their homeland after being exile by clone-haters).

Touching storyline, exhilarating graphics all over Gundam SEED. The mechas are not the main characters, it the the people who pilot them. It is about politics, future politics that evolves not only humans, but the Zaft(genetically modified humans, not born of natural womb, but cloned in labs) against the normal humans(who are very jealous of them), and also the ORB(neutral party, having both clones and humans living in the city, where the main character Kira comes from and is sided with).

It is about good vs evil...and how we should all love one another like the ORBS, who won the war through neutrality, having a clear stand on issues like clones and humans living in peace.

Me collecting? Hehe all becoz I'm a fan of Gundam ;)

I hope the latest Gundam Eternity will be released soon. Heard it's gonna be better then SEED and Destiny.

*hugs all my favourite gundams..

More screenshots: http://www.gun-plus.com/screenshots/index.php?id=seedscreens